I have no idea what its like to have sex

[Jennifer19]

I am 23 years old and I have never done it. I see myself as being alone for the rest of my life.

Do you ever feel like you will be alone for the rest of your life? I do

I am just not meant to find someone.

[Jennifer19]

I look at myself and see nothing but sadness. My eyes are so sad looking

[indescribability]

You're a sweetheart Jen, I'm sure you are not going to be alone forever.

[sundew]

Don't worry Jennifer19, you're sad at the moment, but later on, you won't be sad.
Impermanence, a blessing and a curse both at once.

You see yourself as being alone forever, but don't worry, one day you'll see yourself as never being WITHOUT someone, I almost guarantee it.
Until then, don't take your bad thoughts too seriously, I know nothing about you but I bet there are more than a few boys that you know, who would love to share time in bed with you.

[Jennifer19]

You're a sweetheart Jen, I'm sure you are not going to be alone forever.
I feel that way. Right now I feel so sad. I don't have anyone right now. I miss my grandmother so much right now. And now I have to go to work and deal with all the bullshit of the incompetent assholes that I work with. I am ready to go off tonight boy.

[warmhandedcanadian]

:) Real men will like the fact that you havent been used and abused... you probably gonna have lots of good, sweet, and significant sex.

[hippychickmommy]

Sweetie, I think you're awesome, and really, I think you should feel proud of the fact that you're a virgin. That's not a bad thing! I got made fun because I was a virgin until I was 18, and heck, at times, people still tease me because I've only ever been with one person, and I'm married to him! But I don't care. Maybe I don't have a lot of experience under my belt but oh well, I don't mind.

But you know, I once felt like you, never thought anyone could really want to be with me, I didn't think anyone would ever love me...I thought I'd be alone. Okay, it might sound melodramatic considering I was married at 20 years old, but still...before that, I was a very sad and lonely young woman.

You are very hard on yourself. I've definitely noticed this about you. I think you are a fantastic woman with a lot of love to give. Don't give up on love and finding someone who will be what you need, and love you unconditionally. It happens when you least expect it.

{{{Hugs}}}

[alex714]

I look at myself and see nothing but sadness. My eyes are so sad looking

:(


HUG?

[Jennifer19]

thanks for your comments. hugs too all of you

[alex714]

Jen, I like how honest and upfront you are with all of us.

[Jennifer19]

Jen, I like how honest and upfront you are with all of us.
thanks... I just felt like spilling my guts.

[alex714]

Whenever I tell someone something personal, I usually really regret it and wish I could take it back.

[Raving Sultan]

most first sexual experiences are nothing to brag about, hopefully the guy is not a jerk and is gentle with you. most guys are pervs though and just want a quick fix so be aware you may get sex but you may not get the rest you may be looking for. welcome to the world of dating.

[alex714]

^

I agree


Thats why you have to self protect.

[olhippie54]

You are my favorite Jennifer19 of all!!!

[indescribability]

most first sexual experiences are nothing to brag about, hopefully the guy is not a jerk and is gentle with you. most guys are pervs though and just want a quick fix so be aware you may get sex but you may not get the rest you may be looking for.


Ahahahahaahahahah. You speak from experience my friend?

[lynsey]

nothing to worry about. you will find somone and he will value the fact that he is your first :)