meduza
03-17-2006, 05:30 PM
When I was a lad, I had a Mom, Dad, and a sis
My Dad left us, oh how I'd miss
Didn't do to good in school, would gaze at the chalkboard, writing notes, while I'd drool
Sis left to go to College, where she would gain more knowledge
Felt all alone no one was ever home, felt I had no friends, feeling this must be the end
One summer I fell for a stripper she took my soul and I became a lil slut I want to go home I'd have enough
Then I fell in Love with this Long Hair Hippy Guy, heard he was into things heard he'd like to get high
He then left and came back, then I failed a piss test and I had to flee
When I came back he was with someone else, on again off again relationship starting to feel useless,hopeless,fearing there is fear
Went to a Community College took 4 classes plus working at a resale shop, going back and forth, back and forth, like a nut
Bad was I, wasnt taking my meds, felt a lot more happy, but worse at the same time
Worse because I am in love with the guy, but happy because I could conquer anything but school
Teacher ripped my psychology test up and said "Thank you, you are done" should of asked him why he did that "what had he done?"
Failing my math test on purpose, was never good in Pre-Algebra, trying not to give up hope for if I do maybe I will get bad Karma
Saw the one I love at the bar, he told me his g/f broke up with him, said he found a job working with kids, I was happy but I didn't know if he was sad, if he goes back to her, oh I will go mad
I hope he loves me, I hope I am the one, I believe in love at first site, I believe in True Love
My Dad left us, oh how I'd miss
Didn't do to good in school, would gaze at the chalkboard, writing notes, while I'd drool
Sis left to go to College, where she would gain more knowledge
Felt all alone no one was ever home, felt I had no friends, feeling this must be the end
One summer I fell for a stripper she took my soul and I became a lil slut I want to go home I'd have enough
Then I fell in Love with this Long Hair Hippy Guy, heard he was into things heard he'd like to get high
He then left and came back, then I failed a piss test and I had to flee
When I came back he was with someone else, on again off again relationship starting to feel useless,hopeless,fearing there is fear
Went to a Community College took 4 classes plus working at a resale shop, going back and forth, back and forth, like a nut
Bad was I, wasnt taking my meds, felt a lot more happy, but worse at the same time
Worse because I am in love with the guy, but happy because I could conquer anything but school
Teacher ripped my psychology test up and said "Thank you, you are done" should of asked him why he did that "what had he done?"
Failing my math test on purpose, was never good in Pre-Algebra, trying not to give up hope for if I do maybe I will get bad Karma
Saw the one I love at the bar, he told me his g/f broke up with him, said he found a job working with kids, I was happy but I didn't know if he was sad, if he goes back to her, oh I will go mad
I hope he loves me, I hope I am the one, I believe in love at first site, I believe in True Love