Black Plague:The Most Recent

[Lozi]

Black Plague:The Most Recent

As i speak a craving,
(2 cravings) sodium starts to natter at my teeth/
crunching binge-food lusting for a second
it's all just time until the loneliness settles
for only a moment,
just a moment.

Crusted stealth and messy rooms
piling high upon pedestals of tissues
my diet/
not relevant
but bad.

Somehow since you left
(i left)
things are different.
We passed through the phases
//stages//
on a thespian journey of hurting hearts.
Driftwood, both we cry
so sex takes over, not the act but the longing.

That's how it is

And something faded
broken driftwood made me float away from you
rustling leaves are funny now,
so is white cidar vinegar
lord of the rings means more
Everyplace you've been
Everything you've done
Everyone you know-
all they do is remind me.

memories, they cluster
flustering away at the drop of a hat.
I like to make excuses
but really it was all my fault/
and now

now i suppose i'm reaping the consequences/
with my lifedrenched heart/
i'm still clutching at the pieces,
hoping beyond all hopes that it will get better,
without you.

[osiris]

The relation between two people, or so I have come to surmise, becomes in time a living entity of its own. Where then does it go, when its left and right brain have parted ways? I'm starting to see the answer to this question, piercing through the haze of love and hate and it fills me with an insatiate need to birth more! More invisible children of relation to people an Earth too fraught with tangible consumers-of-dung!

Just remember, the Wave-form always curves back to the positive.

:)