Rudie
05-12-2004, 04:04 AM
How are you doing? I am hoping that all things are going well for you. Are you feeling okay right now? I hope that you are, haven't heard from you in a while....
i guess this will be a repeat post, i posted it in the dreams forum, but figured i had a better shot at getting an explanation here... I recently had a dream about a former friend that I had. We used to live next door to each other in the dorms, but in the dream I had a couple of days ago she started talking to me and asked me if we wanted to hang out before school ended. And i remember thinking in the dream that it was really weird, because we had not talked at all, and she all of a sudden began talking to me... It was perplexing, because she seemed like she wanted to be friends again...almost desparate.
ALSO...I completely forgot about another dream I had... it has to do with this guy I am currently digging on at the moment...though, it is the end of the year, my feelings i guess are growing... anyway...I had two dreams about him in the same night... the first one I had, I was walking down our dorm hallway (he lives 3 doors down from me) and I was on the phone, and whilst I was in the conversation, I walked by their door, and his roommate was calling me trying to figure out my name... and I walked into the room, and the guy that i'm digging, he was on his bed, just chillin, and he had some other friends in there, and they were all looking at me intently while his roommate was trying to remember my name... i was being stared at... it was a bit uncomfortable... and the second dream I had after that one, I was still on the phone, and I was walking down the hallway again, and the dude that I am digging is sitting outside of my door...as if he was waiting for me, and he was just being inquisitive about things... but the part that was interesting was that he was waiting outside of my door... the thing about it is, realistically, we usually say hello to each other, say "whatsup"...whatever...this person in particular, i feel uneasiness... i don't know if that is just his "vibe", as in he's just an uneasy person, or if I make him feel uneasy...which I think I might... but I don't understand how just being courteous, despite the feelings behind it (and I don't make those feelings apparent), makes someone feel uneasy... but I have no idea how to understand it...it's been like this for around 4 years straight...I always meet someone during the same time each year, and it always ends up going no where... as of now, I'm not expecting anything from these particular people, but it's always a dead end... i try to understand why I have encountered these people, and try to understand their presence in my life... but why?
i guess this will be a repeat post, i posted it in the dreams forum, but figured i had a better shot at getting an explanation here... I recently had a dream about a former friend that I had. We used to live next door to each other in the dorms, but in the dream I had a couple of days ago she started talking to me and asked me if we wanted to hang out before school ended. And i remember thinking in the dream that it was really weird, because we had not talked at all, and she all of a sudden began talking to me... It was perplexing, because she seemed like she wanted to be friends again...almost desparate.
ALSO...I completely forgot about another dream I had... it has to do with this guy I am currently digging on at the moment...though, it is the end of the year, my feelings i guess are growing... anyway...I had two dreams about him in the same night... the first one I had, I was walking down our dorm hallway (he lives 3 doors down from me) and I was on the phone, and whilst I was in the conversation, I walked by their door, and his roommate was calling me trying to figure out my name... and I walked into the room, and the guy that i'm digging, he was on his bed, just chillin, and he had some other friends in there, and they were all looking at me intently while his roommate was trying to remember my name... i was being stared at... it was a bit uncomfortable... and the second dream I had after that one, I was still on the phone, and I was walking down the hallway again, and the dude that I am digging is sitting outside of my door...as if he was waiting for me, and he was just being inquisitive about things... but the part that was interesting was that he was waiting outside of my door... the thing about it is, realistically, we usually say hello to each other, say "whatsup"...whatever...this person in particular, i feel uneasiness... i don't know if that is just his "vibe", as in he's just an uneasy person, or if I make him feel uneasy...which I think I might... but I don't understand how just being courteous, despite the feelings behind it (and I don't make those feelings apparent), makes someone feel uneasy... but I have no idea how to understand it...it's been like this for around 4 years straight...I always meet someone during the same time each year, and it always ends up going no where... as of now, I'm not expecting anything from these particular people, but it's always a dead end... i try to understand why I have encountered these people, and try to understand their presence in my life... but why?