DXM + DPH = Freaky Combination

[moka9x9]

Hey all,

First let my say that I have large amounts of experince with Diphenhydramine and Dextromorphan, along with many other substances too. Anyway, I've read some trip reports on this, and now I'm looking to try it.

My Plan:

Buy 500-600mg of Night Gelcaps (50mg each) for DPH.
Buy 600mg of Robbo Gels (15mg each) for DXM.
Buy a 1/8th of Cannabis.

(T - 0:01)

Eat all DPH pills.

(T - 0:45)

Eat all DXM pills.

(T - 1:00)

Starting to feel the DPH body glow.

(T - 2:00)

DPH hallucinations are starting to occur, things are 'shifting' around the room, DXM stomach ache goes away. Feeling the DXM euphoria mix with the DPH, feeling quite sick.

(T - 2:45)

Feeling stupid. I literaly think I'm dying, I somehow convince myself that I am dying and find it hard to breathe.

(T - 2:50)

Totaly forgot what I was worrying about, feeling great, listioning to music... Hilary Duff - The Beat of My Heart, geting lost in this song, Its going on forever, my whole life exists around this song, I realize why I like this.. wait.. I forget im on drugs, and I start to get worried that life will always be like this, I panic, stand up to try and leave the house, that now feels cramped.

(T - 3:00)

Geting used to this alien feeling. I keep hallucinating and forgeting where I am, I am feeling very old and weird, the dissasocitive state makes me keep feeling like I'm something I'm not, I close my eyes laying on the grass and I fall into a fantasy world in my mind, I find it hard to open my eyes because this world is so addictive. Maybe I should leave?

(T - 4:00)

Trips wearing down, Feeling better

(T - 4:20)

Smoking a phat joint.

(T - 4:30)

Wave of DXM hits, feeling like I'm flying, the DPH is a comfort zone for DXM. I feel relaxed and numb.

(T - 5:00 till bedtime)

Feeling comedown, alittle Dissasociated for the night, but wake up feeling fine in the morning after a few glasses of water.


Is this at all what I should expect?

Whos done it before?

[StonerBill]

why would anyone on this forum stop you, you seem to enjoy fucking up your head

[StonerBill]

"I'm in a store looking at tylenol, and I see a packet of DPH I just want to puke. This drug isnt friendly, and it is delusional and decieving, it makes you slightly sick, and tired."

your own words. who the fuck are you, you saddist?

[moka9x9]

I simply look away fromt he benny and pick up some nyquil. Doesnt seem to have the mental aspect that makes me vomit.

I've done about every drug that I can get my hands on, I've combo'ed and fliped with tons of drugs, I've sold dope, E bombs and had alot of fun.

I have Bi-Polar II, ADD, and OCD. A learning disability with my working memory index, and I dont do well in school, I rather work, have fun with my drugs, every single one of the drugs that exist on this planet deserves some form of respect, anyway, just because they make me sick, doesnt mean I cant eat them anyway.. Maybe its my kind of "slitting my wrists", exepct I'm just opening up my mind.

[StonerBill]

but youre not respecting anything with what youre doing...

[moka9x9]

I learn to respect the mentaly insane. I know what they've been through now. lmao. But you have a good point Bill.. it isnt worth it to someone who wnats to have a decent life.

[polymer]

I know how you feel, and what you're going through...but you're accessing the wrong agents.

try high doses of psilocybin (shrooms), with a good friend; it'll take you to a place where you can learn more about yourself, and what direction you might want to go.

but be very careful: the depersonalization/annihilation of the ego may also put you in a very lonely place, where thoughts of suicide may materialize...make sure you're in a good mood before you take them.

psilocybin and DMT are my favorite compounds for enlightenment

civilizations over several millenia can't be wrong.

[moka9x9]

try high doses of psilocybin (shrooms)I've done mushrooms, many times, normaly 1/8th's at a time. Once a quarter ounce. Sometimes we take 1G gel caplets that I make. Sometimes mush tea.

I've done

Cannabis
Mushrooms
Cocaine (hcl & crack)
Opium
Morphine (60mg'ers, and 100mg'ers)
Kedamine
Diphenhydramine
DXM
Ativan (lorzapam)
Valium (dizapam)
Dexedrine
Adderall
Salvia Divanorum (leaf and 20x extract)
LSD
LSA
MDMA
MDA
Methamphetamine

[polymer]

i've had about triple the number of compounds you listed (i'm 30)

none is more impressive than dmt.

you really should try some potent shrooms, like paneolus cyanescens; normal dose is .4 grams, a gram is considered a high dose. a couple grams of those, and you'll see elves running up the walls with pinwheels...a serious trip.

IMO, shrooms are better than acid; you can only take so much acid, before you plateau...taking any more won't have any effect. The more shrooms you take, the further out your mind goes.

[moka9x9]

And I've experinced an ego death, I believe, from 900mg dose of DXM on the comedown of a 3 pill E trip.

I just got stuck in time, in my mind, the song I was listioning too went really slow, as if it was slowed by 250%. Yet my thoughts flow'ed at the same rate as normal, so its as if I lived longer than the time I was there for. In 1 minute I had hours and hours of thoughts. Yet I started thinking about death, after I realized breathing was difficult, and started to worry, but I was kombed and wasent moving anywere, I spent hours flying through my mind. I was forced to go outside, so I was half carried out of the house. I was looking at the people I was with but I didnt know them, they were my bestfriends, but they all looked so distant, all of them laughing and trying to leave me behind, I started crying and trying to tell my friend Tim how I was dying, while he just laughed, so I felt hurt and watched a neighbors house, start on fire, and I saw all my friends runing around it on fire, and burning.. I swear I could smell the burning flesh, as my friend Dave was yelling for me to wake up, I found myself on his couch inside his house, supposivly they had to take me inside cause I passed out after awhile outside and told Tim to call 911 but he didnt.

I was okay but ever since that day I cant tell if its major brain damage, or if it was an ego death, but I could never look at life the same way after that. Its like a movie, or a video game, I just can apreciate life so much more, yet I find that I am terrified of dying, a fear I never had previously. I worry alot more when I'm with my girl at parties and such.. I hope things will get back to normal someday.. Cause the security of paranoia gets old.. fast...

[polymer]

ego death happens anytime you take a psychedelic, at full psychedelic dose.

(DXM isn't quite a psychedelic, it's a dissociative... weak sigma-agonist/NMDA antagonist)

though dissociatives kill the ego too. so does a full blown salvia trip.


oh , and brain damage (for the most part) occurs with overexcitatory transmission (i.e. stroke), so claiming "brain damage" from DXM, LSD, Ketamine, etc., is a baseless claim and dubious.

*edit* I've had dxm powder (10 grams, total) before... if you're looking for enlightenment, you won't find it with dxm..don't waste your time.