Dalee
06-28-2004, 11:35 PM
let me start by saying...if you need to hide LSD....DO NOT HIDE IT IN A SEGA GENESIS. THAT SHIT JUST DONT WORK HOMIES! I just now came home and unscrewed the biatch, popped it open and grabbed my 4 hits http://yahooka.com/forum/images/smilies/smile.gif
man oh man, have I got something special to say. I'm sitting here at 12:00 PM, haven't slept all night. Just got back from a hotel, er ....well....theres lot more to the story, let me start out by saying I enjoyed my first LSD trip in almost a YEAR today http://yahooka.com/forum/images/smilies/smile.gif
On with the important message....
I am going to really get this message out to the world. Yahooka is a home to me, and I'd feel honored to have this message here first, in the hands of you all.
I will be honest. Some of the things I say might offend people; but understand this is a message of Love. If you get offended at any part of this post, I suggest you to look into your heart, and try and perceive if I am really speaking of Love or not.....and if I am, isn't that what counts?
A lot was made clear to me. I guess you could say I'm a man of knowledge now. Well.....that will be determined by wether or not I actually follow the path thats been given to me.
Here is my honest account , my accurate witness, of the Holy Ghost (in which The bible speaks) made manifest in me.
Keep in mind, this message trancends religon, and it transcends limited belief. I will ONLY use religious terms in the manner I believe them to be necessary, and I will NOT use any religious material that I haven't verified to be 100% true. In other words....im not going to waste my time preaching dead messages about a dead scripture!
************....but before we get too far, let me explain what happened last night, and how this all started.**************
I had decided earlier in the week to ingest my LSD on Friday. Having nowhere to really go, I decided to check me and 2 of my friends (my only real friends I have) into a hotel, for 50 bucks. For not having a job, that sure was pricey!!!
Well, We had to wait for my chubby friend, I'll call him meatwad....(haha)....to get off mcdonolds, which was at 10pm. By this time, me and my friend ...uhh...Shake....were already chilling at my hotel room, playing a little old school sega. We were waiting for him to get over there, before we dropped.
So, he finds his way over, and we all drop at the same time. Some friend of ours wanted to borrow a DVD (im playing it safe homies!)....so we had to make a 20 minute drive, after ingesting 2 hits each of some potent LSD.
Well, we do our business, and I stop at the store to get some white owl cigars (had the urge to smoke a cigar). At the quick thrift ghetto gas station, I'm already starting to notice the LSD.
I get my cigars....and we walk back to the car....(only to run back in to get a slushie....then changing my mind!)...and we head back to the hotel.
I started off my trip playing old school Streets of Rage 2 , For sega genesis...which for anyone who doesnt know is a wonderful game.
So....I'm laughing cause the music is REALLY funny on my peak, so corny and old school....and I'm really kicking ass at the game. My friend Shake is playing too (two player coop) and he keeps hitting me! (its a side scroller, like the old ninja turtles, with team damage on!!)....so I kick his ass a little in the game...then we get to about level 6 , and decide its time for a movie.
So.....we put in Galaxy quest, which I rented (thanks to free rental from my gf, yay http://yahooka.com/forum/images/smilies/smile.gif....and this movie just BLOWS!
Anyway, this is where the magic started...
********Story picks up where I left off**************
(I will tell this from the first person perspective, as if to bring you, the audience, on the journey with me. Hold on to your hats, say your prayers, and get ready for the journey of one human gaining immense knowledge!)
This is it, the moment I've been waiting for. Its been so damn long since I've tripped.....this feels so....weird.
I'm not feeling that good at all...man I am really starting to feel sick. Why am I getting so much discomfort? My whole body is really feeling ....weird....this is REALLY not comfortable.
*at this point, my friend meatwad is getting weird vibes in the room (im SURE its attributed to me. I'm starting to effect the energy in the room I'm in, because of the intensity of what I'm going through) The lighting is adjusted, and I'm feeling a little better.
Skip the first person, I gotta change styles now!
So....as many of you know, I have a disease. I dont know if its multiple sclerosis, or what....but its effects are tremors, muscle spasms, muscle weakness, fatigue, etc etc. Its very scary to see my health rapidly degrade for the past 2 years, being only 18 years of age. So naturally, this was the first issue I had to confront during my trip.
here is the first Struggle I had to overcome. My own Illness.
This struggle I fought with bravery, well...I didnt have a choice! The acid told me it HAD to be this way, and my body started doing CRAZY things. My heart was beating VERY, VERY unharmoniously in my stomach....and my overall health seemed very off.
Heres where the magic happened, and the moment when the kingdom of heaven opened up to me. *moment of reflection*
*continues story*
I was forced to confront my illness. I was forced to realize that death at that moment was NOT in my hands. I could have died. I was forced to come to terms with my illness (which could last the rest of my life, and get progressively worse) and my possibility of death (its the human condition, we are all close to death).
Well, the spirit of christ had entered me, because I called it. I went into the bathroom, and said "God.....not in my name, but yours"......and that was the most important decision of the night. When I laid down ALL my security in this world....and lived purely for the moment, only then could I really see my true potential in life.
At that moment, the moment I laid down all my wordly fears, and security....the true gates to heaven opened up. I will tell you honestly, at that moment, I understood Jesus's life. I understood what he died for, and who it was who killed him. All secrets of this world was revealed to me, no longer hidden by my very own fear.
man oh man, have I got something special to say. I'm sitting here at 12:00 PM, haven't slept all night. Just got back from a hotel, er ....well....theres lot more to the story, let me start out by saying I enjoyed my first LSD trip in almost a YEAR today http://yahooka.com/forum/images/smilies/smile.gif
On with the important message....
I am going to really get this message out to the world. Yahooka is a home to me, and I'd feel honored to have this message here first, in the hands of you all.
I will be honest. Some of the things I say might offend people; but understand this is a message of Love. If you get offended at any part of this post, I suggest you to look into your heart, and try and perceive if I am really speaking of Love or not.....and if I am, isn't that what counts?
A lot was made clear to me. I guess you could say I'm a man of knowledge now. Well.....that will be determined by wether or not I actually follow the path thats been given to me.
Here is my honest account , my accurate witness, of the Holy Ghost (in which The bible speaks) made manifest in me.
Keep in mind, this message trancends religon, and it transcends limited belief. I will ONLY use religious terms in the manner I believe them to be necessary, and I will NOT use any religious material that I haven't verified to be 100% true. In other words....im not going to waste my time preaching dead messages about a dead scripture!
************....but before we get too far, let me explain what happened last night, and how this all started.**************
I had decided earlier in the week to ingest my LSD on Friday. Having nowhere to really go, I decided to check me and 2 of my friends (my only real friends I have) into a hotel, for 50 bucks. For not having a job, that sure was pricey!!!
Well, We had to wait for my chubby friend, I'll call him meatwad....(haha)....to get off mcdonolds, which was at 10pm. By this time, me and my friend ...uhh...Shake....were already chilling at my hotel room, playing a little old school sega. We were waiting for him to get over there, before we dropped.
So, he finds his way over, and we all drop at the same time. Some friend of ours wanted to borrow a DVD (im playing it safe homies!)....so we had to make a 20 minute drive, after ingesting 2 hits each of some potent LSD.
Well, we do our business, and I stop at the store to get some white owl cigars (had the urge to smoke a cigar). At the quick thrift ghetto gas station, I'm already starting to notice the LSD.
I get my cigars....and we walk back to the car....(only to run back in to get a slushie....then changing my mind!)...and we head back to the hotel.
I started off my trip playing old school Streets of Rage 2 , For sega genesis...which for anyone who doesnt know is a wonderful game.
So....I'm laughing cause the music is REALLY funny on my peak, so corny and old school....and I'm really kicking ass at the game. My friend Shake is playing too (two player coop) and he keeps hitting me! (its a side scroller, like the old ninja turtles, with team damage on!!)....so I kick his ass a little in the game...then we get to about level 6 , and decide its time for a movie.
So.....we put in Galaxy quest, which I rented (thanks to free rental from my gf, yay http://yahooka.com/forum/images/smilies/smile.gif....and this movie just BLOWS!
Anyway, this is where the magic started...
********Story picks up where I left off**************
(I will tell this from the first person perspective, as if to bring you, the audience, on the journey with me. Hold on to your hats, say your prayers, and get ready for the journey of one human gaining immense knowledge!)
This is it, the moment I've been waiting for. Its been so damn long since I've tripped.....this feels so....weird.
I'm not feeling that good at all...man I am really starting to feel sick. Why am I getting so much discomfort? My whole body is really feeling ....weird....this is REALLY not comfortable.
*at this point, my friend meatwad is getting weird vibes in the room (im SURE its attributed to me. I'm starting to effect the energy in the room I'm in, because of the intensity of what I'm going through) The lighting is adjusted, and I'm feeling a little better.
Skip the first person, I gotta change styles now!
So....as many of you know, I have a disease. I dont know if its multiple sclerosis, or what....but its effects are tremors, muscle spasms, muscle weakness, fatigue, etc etc. Its very scary to see my health rapidly degrade for the past 2 years, being only 18 years of age. So naturally, this was the first issue I had to confront during my trip.
here is the first Struggle I had to overcome. My own Illness.
This struggle I fought with bravery, well...I didnt have a choice! The acid told me it HAD to be this way, and my body started doing CRAZY things. My heart was beating VERY, VERY unharmoniously in my stomach....and my overall health seemed very off.
Heres where the magic happened, and the moment when the kingdom of heaven opened up to me. *moment of reflection*
*continues story*
I was forced to confront my illness. I was forced to realize that death at that moment was NOT in my hands. I could have died. I was forced to come to terms with my illness (which could last the rest of my life, and get progressively worse) and my possibility of death (its the human condition, we are all close to death).
Well, the spirit of christ had entered me, because I called it. I went into the bathroom, and said "God.....not in my name, but yours"......and that was the most important decision of the night. When I laid down ALL my security in this world....and lived purely for the moment, only then could I really see my true potential in life.
At that moment, the moment I laid down all my wordly fears, and security....the true gates to heaven opened up. I will tell you honestly, at that moment, I understood Jesus's life. I understood what he died for, and who it was who killed him. All secrets of this world was revealed to me, no longer hidden by my very own fear.