nightstar
06-28-2004, 09:09 AM
Hello dear.
Recently I posted a thread about the relationship I have with my mother. Lately that whold situation has me in a very stressful mood. I can't seem to get her out of my head.
Before I ask you to help me, I should give you some background.
When I was three, my mom would always do drugs and ect., but one day she got arrested one too many times, so I ended up being taken away. I moved in with her boyfriend David's mom. I lived with her for about 6 months. Then I moved in with my mom's mom (my grandma) I lived with her for about 6 months. Then I lived with my dad's mom for a month until the court date that decided where I would live permantely. It ended out to be that I lived with my aunt for or 8 years. Now I finally live with my dad. For the first 5 years after I was taken away from my mom, I would lie in bed crying, wishing with every last bit of hope I had, that I could see her again. Now 12 year later, she wants something to do with me. Now the tables are turned. I don't want her. I HATE that woman. She had a lot of nerve to even show herself to me. She abandoned me at the meer age of three and left me at home for 2 weeks before someone came to get me, and she expects me to forgive her in one day.
She last spoke to me about a month ago.
Why is she in my head so much lately?
Please help, Old Crone.
Thank you, Mandy.
Recently I posted a thread about the relationship I have with my mother. Lately that whold situation has me in a very stressful mood. I can't seem to get her out of my head.
Before I ask you to help me, I should give you some background.
When I was three, my mom would always do drugs and ect., but one day she got arrested one too many times, so I ended up being taken away. I moved in with her boyfriend David's mom. I lived with her for about 6 months. Then I moved in with my mom's mom (my grandma) I lived with her for about 6 months. Then I lived with my dad's mom for a month until the court date that decided where I would live permantely. It ended out to be that I lived with my aunt for or 8 years. Now I finally live with my dad. For the first 5 years after I was taken away from my mom, I would lie in bed crying, wishing with every last bit of hope I had, that I could see her again. Now 12 year later, she wants something to do with me. Now the tables are turned. I don't want her. I HATE that woman. She had a lot of nerve to even show herself to me. She abandoned me at the meer age of three and left me at home for 2 weeks before someone came to get me, and she expects me to forgive her in one day.
She last spoke to me about a month ago.
Why is she in my head so much lately?
Please help, Old Crone.
Thank you, Mandy.