dancing with dexter

[whythewho]

it's always disguisting
that first handshake
trying to keep it down
with a coated throat
i said goodbye

cherry flavored nonsense
cheery as i fly
straight into the heart
of emptiness

he crept up behind me
silently, yet with a kind childish smile
what a suprise it was when
he came into my mind

is this my body?
or is it my soul
im disconnected, or
i dont know

laying in the dew-kissed grass
deep breaths
the cool night air is calming
let go
i see myself from another's eyes
and i
just want to fly

dancing with dexter
he showed me myself
and i didnt want to
ever come back down

i feel detached
from the person
slightly just in front
of me
it's me but i cant tell
if it used to be
im different now
cause i can see
clearly

wandering without a trail
through the fields, in search of truth
will i find it in the night
or will it wait for another time?

climbing branches
another life awaits
but for now ill be right here
just... be

im watching cycles
birth, death, reproduction
its all a part of me
but sometimes i forget
just who i am

stretch, much better
releasing tension, breathing deep
a birds eye view
of a summer sanctuary
in the shade



just a chemical reverie of a romance that exists between me, and a molecule of psychoactive significance. theres more at whythewho.cjb.net, way too much to post

[Keramptha]

i love it... its really compelling... and reminds me of my drug trips... i cant do them anymore becuase they started to get so distracting...Its a nice place to live for a hwile though....

[whythewho]

thanks alot. actually, i get where you're coming from. i started using drugs just to escape and it gradually evolved into a spiritual experience. now i feel that its about time for me to move on and get what i want without the chemical handicap, but i still love it.