Tigerbeam
11-16-2005, 05:35 AM
I
worry
sleeping more
waking slowly
i'm halfway awake
dreams seem to be more real
real thoughts too ridiculious
can not tell if i am awake
many are of television shows
jumbled and mumbled in my head all night
with stewart on the enterprise, mulder too
first crush on a boat, rocking side by side with me
ideas, feelings linger for hours, better than real
my life harmlessly thrown around in a blinded body
insight into what my mind would be without feeling, hearing
caused by my insomnia and odd hours, maybe insanity
grades dropping, teachers think less of me, walk in front of a car or bus
the unbridled feeling of love, hate, fear, excitement, creativity
I'll take the risk, and hope for the best, let this insanity come from some rest
Experiment until the phase from sleep and wake can't be felt, a new level or...
worry
sleeping more
waking slowly
i'm halfway awake
dreams seem to be more real
real thoughts too ridiculious
can not tell if i am awake
many are of television shows
jumbled and mumbled in my head all night
with stewart on the enterprise, mulder too
first crush on a boat, rocking side by side with me
ideas, feelings linger for hours, better than real
my life harmlessly thrown around in a blinded body
insight into what my mind would be without feeling, hearing
caused by my insomnia and odd hours, maybe insanity
grades dropping, teachers think less of me, walk in front of a car or bus
the unbridled feeling of love, hate, fear, excitement, creativity
I'll take the risk, and hope for the best, let this insanity come from some rest
Experiment until the phase from sleep and wake can't be felt, a new level or...