grim_rebel
06-26-2004, 05:34 PM
Right, well last night was my first time popping a candyflip. A candyflip is a mixed pill of acid and extacy. Fuck. It. Was. Insane.
Don't get me wrong, i've done E a couple times, ate madd shrooms - but yes, it was my first time doing 'acid'. Oh word and we also smoked some hash i forgot..
Goddammit, this is lame, i'm still coming down but i can't lose the image of me rocking back and forth trying to pull my hair out because of the FUCKING HEADACHES@!!!!!!!!
Jesus they were fucking killing me! I don't understand why i just didn't lie on the ground and fucking scream my goddamn head off... but it was really weird, because i could feel the ex, and the headaches would go away everytime i would be 'myself' and not think of anything; which happens to be a fucking paradox because I for one, cannot avoid thinking or having thoughts when on uppers. I just gotta keep blabbering about the cosmos, om, squaring the circle, etc... well all's well that end's well, i took hold of the headaches and ironically, i almost became comfortable with them. But for the first two hours fuckin a it felt as if a psychic hammer was splitting my cranial hemispheres apart, it was, insane.
I really can't believe it happened, it just kept getting worse and worse and finally i just left the room and sat on the kitchen matt in a praying position watching the patterns on the mat talk to me... maddd crazy. But i can't say whether or not the trip/roll was worth the headaches... whatever, i hate writing or reading about trips because in all honesty, it just sounds fucking stupid. cheers
Don't get me wrong, i've done E a couple times, ate madd shrooms - but yes, it was my first time doing 'acid'. Oh word and we also smoked some hash i forgot..
Goddammit, this is lame, i'm still coming down but i can't lose the image of me rocking back and forth trying to pull my hair out because of the FUCKING HEADACHES@!!!!!!!!
Jesus they were fucking killing me! I don't understand why i just didn't lie on the ground and fucking scream my goddamn head off... but it was really weird, because i could feel the ex, and the headaches would go away everytime i would be 'myself' and not think of anything; which happens to be a fucking paradox because I for one, cannot avoid thinking or having thoughts when on uppers. I just gotta keep blabbering about the cosmos, om, squaring the circle, etc... well all's well that end's well, i took hold of the headaches and ironically, i almost became comfortable with them. But for the first two hours fuckin a it felt as if a psychic hammer was splitting my cranial hemispheres apart, it was, insane.
I really can't believe it happened, it just kept getting worse and worse and finally i just left the room and sat on the kitchen matt in a praying position watching the patterns on the mat talk to me... maddd crazy. But i can't say whether or not the trip/roll was worth the headaches... whatever, i hate writing or reading about trips because in all honesty, it just sounds fucking stupid. cheers