Duck
10-03-2005, 07:22 AM
Look at this; my horrible paralysis
How can I know what is real, if I can no longer feel?
Were the things perceived really seen?
Mirrored in my eye; proof I have not died
Was it really heard, a single word?
Could it be silence slurred; darkness blurred?
Maybe I imagine this all; paranoia, destructive as a wreckin' ball
What caused this pain, my memories are all the same
Filled with the strongest hate, but still a blank slate
I can feel my heart, as it is being torn apart
If only I knew why, I could peacefully die
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The ice in my glass rattles as my hand's shakin'
You are so beautiful and breathtakin'
This is one chance that must be taken
Already I can feel the amazing romance
I can picture you so lovely as we dance
My heart stops as your eyes meet my glance
They are so vivid and alive, my heart is awoken
We have yet to even have spoken
But already I am afraid of it being broken
We have not spoken, we have not met
Still you I will never be able to forget
I must move before my hope turns to regret
But still I stand here, as if struck numb
Why are you being so goddamn dumb?
Why don't you move you fuckin' bum?
Already I fill with the extreme self-hate
Why, oh why can't this just wait?
Why can't I just go over and make my life great?
I must struggle to overcome this
I must fight for my chance at true bliss
All my pain would fade if I could just get one kiss
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Dark crimson clouds crawl across the blank white sky
Floating so high, they make me wish I would die
My soul freed from the wretched body it dwells
I could just picture a ghastly me floating away
No looking back, no final goodbye
Then I sink back to my body on the golden grass
I fall so fast, then wait for these dreams will pass
The vivid memories still somehow so hazy
__________________________________________________ _
I looked in her eyes and they told me of her soul
They told me she was angelic; immaculate and incorruptible
But still the passion over took her, poisoned her
Ripped out her wings and shattered her halo
They lied; she was made of the same wretched humanity as I
How could she do this? Deceive me so greatly?
Lift me up so high, to the heavens, and toss me back to the earth
With my eyes gouged by rage and distress I struck her with vengeance
First, I carved into those eyes that misled me so
Then I dug my dagger into her heart
Ripped through it just as she tore through mine
I went to the river to wash myself of her rotten blood
as the blood fused with the water I saw Satan's reflection
Lucifer; a fallen angel, just as the one I have vanquished
“You have no eyes; you must look with your soul”
I searched for the source of this strange message; none to be found
As I studied this hideous image; the face so terrible and disgusting,
I understood the message; no demon but that of my soul
“How dare you accuse me of such but not show you face!
How dare you hide behind such deceit; that of alchemy!”
I stood for a second contemplating my own sanity
My thought was shattered by a thunderous shout
Breaking the earth and ripping apart the heavens
My own legs throw me to the ground below
If only I could complete them..
How can I know what is real, if I can no longer feel?
Were the things perceived really seen?
Mirrored in my eye; proof I have not died
Was it really heard, a single word?
Could it be silence slurred; darkness blurred?
Maybe I imagine this all; paranoia, destructive as a wreckin' ball
What caused this pain, my memories are all the same
Filled with the strongest hate, but still a blank slate
I can feel my heart, as it is being torn apart
If only I knew why, I could peacefully die
__________________________________________________ ____________
The ice in my glass rattles as my hand's shakin'
You are so beautiful and breathtakin'
This is one chance that must be taken
Already I can feel the amazing romance
I can picture you so lovely as we dance
My heart stops as your eyes meet my glance
They are so vivid and alive, my heart is awoken
We have yet to even have spoken
But already I am afraid of it being broken
We have not spoken, we have not met
Still you I will never be able to forget
I must move before my hope turns to regret
But still I stand here, as if struck numb
Why are you being so goddamn dumb?
Why don't you move you fuckin' bum?
Already I fill with the extreme self-hate
Why, oh why can't this just wait?
Why can't I just go over and make my life great?
I must struggle to overcome this
I must fight for my chance at true bliss
All my pain would fade if I could just get one kiss
__________________________________________________
Dark crimson clouds crawl across the blank white sky
Floating so high, they make me wish I would die
My soul freed from the wretched body it dwells
I could just picture a ghastly me floating away
No looking back, no final goodbye
Then I sink back to my body on the golden grass
I fall so fast, then wait for these dreams will pass
The vivid memories still somehow so hazy
__________________________________________________ _
I looked in her eyes and they told me of her soul
They told me she was angelic; immaculate and incorruptible
But still the passion over took her, poisoned her
Ripped out her wings and shattered her halo
They lied; she was made of the same wretched humanity as I
How could she do this? Deceive me so greatly?
Lift me up so high, to the heavens, and toss me back to the earth
With my eyes gouged by rage and distress I struck her with vengeance
First, I carved into those eyes that misled me so
Then I dug my dagger into her heart
Ripped through it just as she tore through mine
I went to the river to wash myself of her rotten blood
as the blood fused with the water I saw Satan's reflection
Lucifer; a fallen angel, just as the one I have vanquished
“You have no eyes; you must look with your soul”
I searched for the source of this strange message; none to be found
As I studied this hideous image; the face so terrible and disgusting,
I understood the message; no demon but that of my soul
“How dare you accuse me of such but not show you face!
How dare you hide behind such deceit; that of alchemy!”
I stood for a second contemplating my own sanity
My thought was shattered by a thunderous shout
Breaking the earth and ripping apart the heavens
My own legs throw me to the ground below
If only I could complete them..