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goodknights
09-26-2005, 05:54 PM
How can you find away from here

in darkness we see a door appear
from silence we hear
a cry of fear...

But
"light coming to you as an ally,
light coming to you as an ally!"

Repeat the text and feel it grow
what to do next is to blow
the bad out of you, the demon of yours
Be strong and brave untie your curse.


It was just one poem I wrote before Christ found me. It is really about one experience when a black door opened to my room and something was about o come inside my room. I saw a hand already. I was totally bound to darkness and I think this poem has inside of it what I hoped for me: freedom. Sorry if it is not good english.

I try to remember another from that time.

Religion is our father
together we must gather
it shows the way to a place where to stay
the paradise gateway.

Death can't catch you
if you love others to
so way to heaven is to become a child
again and again and again.


That I hoped also at that time. But that was not the one I hoped to remember.

Heres one more.

Mysery in your eyes,
sadnes in your voice
pain can make you cry
but tears are not alive

Sorrow in your mind
where its locked behind
Story tells
kindness is in million wells.


Now I remembered one.

There is and there always will be
the other side of the wolrd to see
look upside down and trough the first
let the sight burst.

You hear them walk with you
be strong, not frighten to do
a turn to look at them
they're gone, you won again

You dont know what it is kind
cant see inside your mind
there would you find a key
pass through a stormy sea
should you sleep to there
you'd need a guide to take care
that you could find your way back
before your senses would crack.


This I wrote when I had smoked a lot pot and was at that time very strongly tied to darkness: seeing dark figures, they were following, and continuous fear.

I think these are really not good but they are sharing feelings. I write in finnish usually, so these are made over ten years ago when my english was poor and thinking and writing taking first steps.