How many gays/lez/bi in here.

[Chiana20]

Lets all chat.

[Ocean Byrd]

Meh, I'd say I'm more of an omnisexual... Hiya. :D

[feministhippy]

I'm still not sure. I'm trying to decide whether or not I'm straight or bisexual. Because I am attracted to woman, but I can't really imagine myself in a serious relationship with one.

It's annoying. I know most people go thru a time in their teenage years when they don't know, but I'm almost 19... I kind of figured I would know by now.

How old where you all when you knew?

[Chiana20]

well I starting liking girls when I was in 5th grade and knew I Im lesbian or bisexual when I was 16 or 17. Now Im completely Lesbian and love it. hit me up if you wanna talk.

[vimmeroony]

I'm still not sure. I'm trying to decide whether or not I'm straight or bisexual. Because I am attracted to woman, but I can't really imagine myself in a serious relationship with one.

It's annoying. I know most people go thru a time in their teenage years when they don't know, but I'm almost 19... I kind of figured I would know by now.

How old where you all when you knew?
I personally figured it out, for sure, when i was 19, halfway to 20.

[Ocean Byrd]

I'm still not sure. I'm trying to decide whether or not I'm straight or bisexual. Because I am attracted to woman, but I can't really imagine myself in a serious relationship with one.

It's annoying. I know most people go thru a time in their teenage years when they don't know, but I'm almost 19... I kind of figured I would know by now.

How old where you all when you knew?

When I first knew? I was 7... I didn't realize it, and I later went into denial about it... I fell in love with a boy and a girl; the girl moved away. The boy, however, is still my best friend; and that childhood love has grown into a mature, appreciative love. I also experienced gender dysphoria for the first time; I wanted to play with the girls and associate with them because I empathized with them more so than with other boys.

Of course, I couldn't; they saw me as a boy... I actually turned down several times where I could have crossdressed and just let the girl shine through; but, I was too afraid of ridicule... I already felt ostracized. Then, by the time I was 12, I was aware that something was wrong... I wanted to crossdress very badly; I constantly felt akward and uncomfortable, regardless of the social setting...

Finally, when I was 14, I accepted that I was a woman for the first time, and that I was omnisexual. I was in a lesbian relationship... picked out my name, explored my femininity; prepared to come out. But, then, I was suddenly gripped by my fear of ridicule, and I went into another stage of denial... My family had moved, and I finally realized that there was no way that I was a boy... Years of loneliness ensued; even though I was often surrounded by friends, I felt completely alone...

I had been researching trans issues for some time; so, that kind of information was constantly on my mind... I became androgynous during my sophmore year, because I didn't know what to think... I allowed my intuition to grow, and it continued to lead me back to the idea that I was a girl. It began to haunt me in both my waking hours and wildest dreams... I would dream of being a girl; I would pray to wake up as a girl... I would scorn myself for having not been born as a girl... I would self-injure.

Anywho, yeah... enough of my history. I finally came to terms with myself early this year; I began living as a woman only a few months afterwards, and still am doing so... Hormone replacement therapy isn't too far off, and sexual reasignment surgery is looking like my goal in transition... I'm in my senior year of high school; so, ya... I've been told that I am both wise and brave; which, is a rather silly combination... Let's just say that I had a newfound enjoyment of life in general; I fear nothing... not even death. Though, I do fear fear; it can be such an irrational emotion at times. Although, my intuition has never done me any wrong. :H

Yeah, okay... that was unnecessarily long. :p

[vimmeroony]

Talk about growing up quickly! It's rad to see you living your life the way you want to now though. I've read little snippets of your experience, but to read it all here, it's a little overwhelming (? - i cant think of the right word), and i can't even begin to empathise. It's not that i don't want to, but that i couldn't imagine how it felt/feels. You rock Ocean_Byrd.

Gee, and to think for me it was simply a case of:
"I like boys.. no wait, girls... mmm nah both."

[Jorma's Branches]

I'm sexual.

[insanechub]

I'm supa gay

[Ocean Byrd]

Talk about growing up quickly! It's rad to see you living your life the way you want to now though. I've read little snippets of your experience, but to read it all here, it's a little overwhelming (? - i cant think of the right word), and i can't even begin to empathise. It's not that i don't want to, but that i couldn't imagine how it felt/feels. You rock Ocean_Byrd.

Gee, and to think for me it was simply a case of:
"I like boys.. no wait, girls... mmm nah both."

Well, thanks; there's quite a bit more to the story... I didn't talk about dropping hints, or, certain feelings at certain ages... I just summarized it all. The privilege of living my life the way I want to has come with a great toll on my and my family's well being, though... I feel like I've scrambled my brains to get everything in order for transition; my academic performance is down because of all the energy I am concentrating on this issue.

The problem is, many people don't want to empathise... I've been told that I'm a queer, a fag, that I have a twisted perception and that I'm mentally ill; I've even been sexually harassed... All for being true to myself; society is cruel... My fears of these very criticisms is what drove me back into denial; it got to a point where I just wanted to die because I couldn't deal with being a girl, yet, being forced to live like a boy.

After a near-death experience from an accidental drug overdose, I finally came to terms with my gender identity issues and explored them; it took a while before I finally re-accepted myself. My gender dysphoria grew, and swelled; it began to cut into various parts of my life; I finally came out at the beginning of this last summer... School isn't any easier; especially not right now...

My gender dysphoria has had me on a roller coaster of feelings these past few weeks; I've wanted to die one day and live life to the fullest another... I'm lonely in school; only my true friends talk to me anymore. It's just... crazy... And I'm waiting until I get my name changed and my letter of recommendation to an endrocrinologist; there are times where I wish I wasn't me, or, that I just wanted to fade away...

I'm not about to preach about the quality of my life; there are people who have it far worse than me... Though, I hope those who are better off, will read it, and think more positively of their situation. :)

[Sininabin]

lol i remeber doing this poll it was the frist poll i did, wow that was while back

[SageDreamer]

I'm gay, and I've always been gay.

I've heard that there are some people whose orientation shifts, but that hasn't been the case for me.

[mushie18]

I'm gay, and I've always been gay.

I've heard that there are some people whose orientation shifts, but that hasn't been the case for me.
same here.

[lutsko67]

I m alesbian and DAMN PROUD OF IT 2!!!!!! I always have been a lez.....I was born a lez!! I have a daughter who is 9, from a quick though about the str8t life. Thought I was missin something? But i was only missin more the love of a woman. I love my lil girl,but I would never ever think I was missin something again in my life. Hooray 4 us Lesbian women!!!

[TheMistress]

Hello. :)

[tigerlily]

I'm still not sure. I'm trying to decide whether or not I'm straight or bisexual. Because I am attracted to woman, but I can't really imagine myself in a serious relationship with one.

It's annoying. I know most people go thru a time in their teenage years when they don't know, but I'm almost 19... I kind of figured I would know by now.

How old where you all when you knew?
aww i know how you feel... i'm dealing with that a bit right now, and i'm three years older than you.

i used to be "scared" to be a lesbian... i'd drive away any thoughts of girls and thought i was a freak.. i was a late bloomer anyway, and kinda scared of sex in general. and then later i realized how much i liked boys and thought for sure i was straight, didn't worry about it again and then within the past couple years or so i've really gone back and forth with my sexual issues (even just having sex in the first place) and finally i became comfortable with my sexuality a little over a year ago and now i'm accepting that i like girls :) i've never been with one, and it's okay if i never am (i'm in love with a man whom i plan to be with forever) but i know that i have the capability to make love to a woman.. hehe... i think i could have a relationship with one and all that too.

wow that took a lot to write. only two ppl who know me have any idea of all this, and neither one really knows details. *deep breath*

[environmental_junkie]

I use to think I was a lesbian. Damn was I wrong... I'm lovin' the cock too much, however I still enjoy the lips.

[lovelightlisa]

the ideal situation; a young handsome guy as my boyfriend...and then sometimes a sexy old guy and a cute girl to have sex with.
[amen!]

[Ocean Byrd]

Haha, I remember wishing that certain thoughts and feelings would go away... Many a time did I say "I wish I'd been born a girl..." and then turn around and told myself: "What good would that do? You only know how to be a boy..."

How pathetic... I was trying to drive away who I truly was because of society. I finally gave up trying to force myself to think another way; I got tired of repressing everything, including my urge to crossdress. Then, I did a bunch of stuff, and went into denial again... except, I stopped denying what I thought and felt. I knew it was true, yet, I didn't want to believe it... So, I basically became an androgynous robot; what a fun experience... not. :p

Anywho, nobody should repress themselves... even if expressing that specific part of themselves leads to embarassment. Embrace everything about you, and give others the chance to do the same; you may just find more peace in your life. :)

[SativaDiva]

Well, my girlfriend says Im a lesbian and my boyfriend says I'm straight. I would say that I'm definitely bi-sexual. Yay! More for me!:)

[Freakylovergirl]

I am bisexual but not open.......I knew when I was fourteen

[Ocean Byrd]

I became consciously aware that I was both omnisexual and transgendered at the age of 14...

[wadaler]

i knew that i was gay, i didnt accept it. Now im happy being a gay. Im pretty young (22) but im very interested in serious relationship. How happy to have sex and to be with the one u love!

[kif]

Im gay. But yet Ive been curious about sex with a female. Would that turn a woman on? Knowing that maybe, just maybe, she could turn me out? I've received oral sex from women (and they were terrible in comparrison) but what about full on all night, pleasurable sex? I think Im asking in the wrong place. Im going to the Love and Sex thread to ask. LOL.

[Dariah]

not sure.
im in a friends with benefits relationship with a woman and also have a boyfriend. i love cock and am definitely sexually attracted to guys though some girls are gorgeous too.
who cares... the sex is hot regardless!

[Direct RF]

The are no gays or lesbians in this forum = Trust me.

[PlaceboAddikt]

im just sexual. i love you all. *lick*

[bedlam]

l am a lesbian..

[Taylor]

ARGH MINE EYES!!! PR0N!!!1!!

hehehe... please take that photo away, your shiny white ass is blinding me.

I'm bisexual as all hell... mmm... sex...

As stated in another thread, I fall in love with people, not genders.

[Patch]

i knew i was a lesbian when i was 13...which seems healthy...13 being the age at which sex becomes more pronounce and you get all crazy hormonal...i came out to my closest friends as bi though...just because i wasn't quite comfortable with being gay...but now...i know and am proud to be a lesbian. wee!

[Green]

Whats drag queen/king? Sorry, I live in front of a computer.

[james q]

When I first knew? I was 7... I didn't realize it, and I later went into denial about it... I fell in love with a boy and a girl; the girl moved away. The boy, however, is still my best friend; and that childhood love has grown into a mature, appreciative love. I also experienced gender dysphoria for the first time; I wanted to play with the girls and associate with them because I empathized with them more so than with other boys.

Of course, I couldn't; they saw me as a boy... I actually turned down several times where I could have crossdressed and just let the girl shine through; but, I was too afraid of ridicule... I already felt ostracized. Then, by the time I was 12, I was aware that something was wrong... I wanted to crossdress very badly; I constantly felt akward and uncomfortable, regardless of the social setting...

Finally, when I was 14, I accepted that I was a woman for the first time, and that I was omnisexual. I was in a lesbian relationship... picked out my name, explored my femininity; prepared to come out. But, then, I was suddenly gripped by my fear of ridicule, and I went into another stage of denial... My family had moved, and I finally realized that there was no way that I was a boy... Years of loneliness ensued; even though I was often surrounded by friends, I felt completely alone...

I had been researching trans issues for some time; so, that kind of information was constantly on my mind... I became androgynous during my sophmore year, because I didn't know what to think... I allowed my intuition to grow, and it continued to lead me back to the idea that I was a girl. It began to haunt me in both my waking hours and wildest dreams... I would dream of being a girl; I would pray to wake up as a girl... I would scorn myself for having not been born as a girl... I would self-injure.

Anywho, yeah... enough of my history. I finally came to terms with myself early this year; I began living as a woman only a few months afterwards, and still am doing so... Hormone replacement therapy isn't too far off, and sexual reasignment surgery is looking like my goal in transition... I'm in my senior year of high school; so, ya... I've been told that I am both wise and brave; which, is a rather silly combination... Let's just say that I had a newfound enjoyment of life in general; I fear nothing... not even death. Though, I do fear fear; it can be such an irrational emotion at times. Although, my intuition has never done me any wrong. :H

Yeah, okay... that was unnecessarily long. :p
that was a fabulous account of your journey. in some respects it's similar to my exp coming out as gay. i came out, went back in, and came out of the closet a few times too. but i think your realisation and acceptance of your womanhood is more profound than my exp b/c it goes deeper than just sexual orientation and identity. i mean gender is about the most fundamental thing and if that's 'wrong' then i imagine everything you do would feel 'wrong'. right down to how you walk, talk, hold a knife and fork, smile, converse, the full bit. now that u've fully accepted you are a woman it must be incredibly liberating to explore and express your natural self. sounds like society in general is a bit more willing to tolerate different styles of gender expression these days, at last. i hope your school is supportive.

[james q]

Whats drag queen/king? Sorry, I live in front of a computer.
drag queen = male who dresses as a female often for performance and shows.
drag king = female who dresses as amale " " " " " .

could have more applications.

[loverainb0ws420]

At first I thought I was a lesbian, but I've realized that I'm bi.

[Lover'sSpit]

Still not open about it, but I'm bisexual, and I've known for awhile.

[greengoddess]

I'm bi-sexual...

[mudpuddle]

I'm Bi...

[crazypolock]

I think everyone is bisexual. Some are just more aware of it then others. Either that or people are evolving into bisexuals. lol

[SunshineLovePeace]

I am bisexual. I was just "not sure" for a little while but now Im pretty much positive that I bat for both sides :p

[all_rhodesian_reject]

I am bisexual. I was just "not sure" for a little while but now Im pretty much positive that I bat for both sides :pHey wow, i'm a lesbian, we should hook up ;)

[lovelightlisa]

I am bisexual. I was just "not sure" for a little while but now Im pretty much positive that I bat for both sides :p


yeah same here :)

[BartFarkas]

Rofl u guys are gay

[lovelightlisa]

Rofl u guys are gay



erm...

[amp7325]

I'm bi.

[rain_in_summer]

I consider myself lesbian. Wouldn't say boys are absolutely NO option at all, but clearly prefer girls at the moment and can't really imagine being in a relationship with a boy.

Due to lack of practical experience I voted "not sure" though. ;)

[Yourcrazedpoet]

I'm definately bi

[El Duce]

THERE are no gays in this forum "trust me"

[solar_eclipse]

I said bi because I'm currently in a loving relationship with a man, but more and more I want to be with women. I sometimes say if it weren't for him I'd be a lesbian.

[mrpwonder]

I know I'm bi...just love everyone so much..dont want to pic just one..

paul

[Arrow Earthling]

Gay and transsexual.

[treyola]

I'm gay.Gotta say it's pretty cool that I found this site(just joined up a couple days ago),seems like some good people on here.

[SliceNDice]

I'm pseudo-Bi-sexual. I like girls and some guys but I can only imagine myself in a relationship with a woman.

[barefoot_boy]

I guess I've always been queer leaning,but I went from scared bi-curious,
bisexual,to openly gay.

[Swifty_273]

I'm pseudo-Bi-sexual. I like girls and some guys but I can only imagine myself in a relationship with a woman.
Is that the actual name for it?

That's how I'd explain where I am, I love the sex, but can't make the emotional bridge to guys.

[Night_Owl49]

I'm gay.

[henry101]

I'm bi. But I often wonder, when I hear guys like myself say "I can't make the emotional bridge" to guys, to what extent is this just denial? To date, I haven't been emotionally interested in any of the guys I've slept with, but I know that there are lots of guys out there looking for relationships, and this makes a big difference.

[Closet Kid]

Gay right here fuckin A!

[evil lesbian]

i'm a lesbian
what a shocker!!!

[vivid]

I'm bisexual, but married to a man, and in a monogamous relationship... Always thought I'd marry a lady if at all. That one really took me by surprise.

[montereyjack5]

I have always been attracted to guys. I never really put it together untill a few years ago. It was really confusing at first, because all of the stereotypes and hate of gays that were drilled into my mind, then finding out I am the same thing that I thought was just wrong. I think it is good that I am gay, because it has changed how I look at homosexuality. Later, after accepting it myself (suprisingly not too hard) I began telling some friends. It is rather sad how many people don't talk to me anymore, but I found out two of my friends are gay. I have a boyfriend and ignore the "rot in hell" comments because I just dont really care anymore. And that concludes my most likely way off topic life story.

[turnontuneindropout]

I'm gay

[We_All_Shine_On]

big huge lesbiandykequeerhomorugmuncher

[The_Warden]

Im a typical 21 year old gay lad with attitude hehe.. But in a good way =)(

regards

The_Warden

[zpiper]

I'm also supppaaaaaa gay

[OhCalifornia61]

Your new lesbian has arrived!

[xshatteredximagex]

I'm bisexual and I love it. ( Doubles your options people! ) I only really realized a couple years ago, but I think I must have always been.

[evil lesbian]

i'm a flexible lez, no pun intended
jk

[StarShield]

I am 100% Gay. I knew since I was 3.

[ArmOutsideIn]

this ridiculous forum won't let me delete my account, so now i have to go through and delete all my posts. fuck you, hipforums.

[Raspberrykoolaid]

I'm still not sure. I'm trying to decide whether or not I'm straight or bisexual. Because I am attracted to woman, but I can't really imagine myself in a serious relationship with one.

It's annoying. I know most people go thru a time in their teenage years when they don't know, but I'm almost 19... I kind of figured I would know by now.

How old where you all when you knew?
well for me i thought i was bi when i was 10 but i wasnt sure. i thought everybody went through that so i didnt pay attention to it and i just let my mind go where ever it wanted to, and i thought i'd end up being straight over time.. but it never happened and i didnt realize that i was actually bi-sexual until i liked my best friend this year and im 17... maybe you're just curious but not actually bi-sexual.... but you should talk to someone that is a lesbian or that is bi-sexaul that may have went through the same thing....

[Otterface]

Adding another lesbian to list.

I've known for a while that I was gay, but I was never able to actually experience a connection with a girl until this year. Now I'm happily taken! =D

[androgynuity]

when I was 4 or 5 I was watching star trek with my sisters. We all decided who we would marry. My two sisters (14 & 15) voted for Cpt Kirk and Mr Chekov. I voted for Mr Spock. My sisters told me I couldn't marry Mr Spock because I was a boy. I really didn't understand why at the time.

30 years later, I still don't have it figured out. I still fancy Mr Spock (he was cute, admit it). It's not about sex (though I think gay sex rocks), it's about who you are and who 'they' are. Male or female, fat or thin, young adult or older adult, if you see something inside someone that you connect with and they connect with you then that's basically it. I really don't make rules or pigeon-hole people beyond that.

[Samhain]

when I was 4 or 5 I was watching star trek with my sisters. We all decided who we would marry. My two sisters (14 & 15) voted for Cpt Kirk and Mr Chekov. I voted for Mr Spock. My sisters told me I couldn't marry Mr Spock because I was a boy. I really didn't understand why at the time.

30 years later, I still don't have it figured out. I still fancy Mr Spock (he was cute, admit it). It's not about sex (though I think gay sex rocks), it's about who you are and who 'they' are. Male or female, fat or thin, young adult or older adult, if you see something inside someone that you connect with and they connect with you then that's basically it. I really don't make rules or pigeon-hole people beyond that.
well I'm as gay as they come but personnally I would have voted to marrying Deanna Troi.
you should have siad with alien marriages gebder rules are off!
S

[threads&flames]

women women women

[bkcmar]

i am gay, i love men.

[alpha ralpha]

I'm not gay but a lot of people think I am. My crackhead neighbor just came by and tried to sell me gay porn.

[AtTheMountainPeak]

I'm bi, but a lil more on the gay side lol

[slinkster_dirk]

gay. kind of known all my life i guess. always had this feeling or this thought in the abck of my mind, tried shoving it out, but did me no good, kind of exploded on me when i turned 20. but yeah i know for sure im gay, its nice to be able to have one less thing to worry about.

[bkcmar]

well I'm as gay as they come but personnally I would have voted to marrying Deanna Troi.
you should have siad with alien marriages gebder rules are off!
S The original Star Trek is my favorite TV show of all time. Of all the characters, always had a crush on Mr. Spock. I was told the same thing as a kid, "YOU CANNOT LIKE SPOCK". I also like Scotty because I have always had and stil do have a thing for "Daddy's".

[MysteriousNight]

I am a full-blooded lesbian! Wee!

Single now and not by choice :(

[Rainbow Starlite]

Always prefered girls, and dreamed about them, but never thought *I* was gay until a couple years ago- when I openly would admit to being bi. Now with a woman and very happy!

[Emo Bitch]

I'm bi...
But I look and act like a drag queen...

[GoogleIsMyGod]

You know, now that I think about it, it feels like I've known forever that I was bi. I've had sexual fantasies since God-knows-when, since I was at least 6, and whenever I tell people that they look at me like I'm some sort of freak. But from early on, girls were heavily involved. But I never really thought bisexuality applying to me until this year. Since I go to a very, very open school and am heavily involved with my school's gay-straight alliance, I didn't hesitate about coming out to my peers, and it felt absolutely wonderful, like I was unmasking my true self for the first time in my life...which I was, of course. Since then, I've questioned more [Am I a lesbian, or bi? I know for sure I like girls, but guys???] and I waver sometimes but I've determined that sexuality isn't something you can pin down and it moves from day to day, so I don't try anymore, and since I've always believed everyone is a little bit bisexual, that's how I decide to acknowledge myself.

Ok, long story short, I'm bisexual, and I love myself.

[lutsko67]

I m sure I did this b 4 , but:::
I m all BUTCH BABY!!
just the way my g/f loves it!!
hehehehehehehe

[Envy]

I'm trans... and I like woman, well mainly. I don't really know, I'm really confused about myself as of late.

[bicuriousMatt69]

My username explains it all.

bi-curiousity for oralsex.

[*~nathan~*]

I hear there are more bi people out there, so I just want to know.

[Man_of_Death]

If you look at human sexuality as it most likely is, complex and fluid (for many) than most certainly there would be more people that classify as bisexual. However, most bisexuals either hide or dislike the label or simply don't realise that they are obviously bisexual.

There is no way to find out how many gays and lesbians there are in the world, the 10% figure is ancient and bullshit. More realistic (and modern) studies claim 2-5% for gays and lesbians and usually a percentage more for bisexuals. Lesbians and bisexual males are usually the smallest groups.

In my experience, people want to keep things simple, black and white, straight or gay but that's until many of them experience a gray area for themselves. It doesn't really matter how many gay and lesbian people are out there, there's enough of them to be easily recognized and the same goes for bisexuals, transexuals and whoever...

[ShadowShifta]

I'll just answer straight up, don't feel like writing too much like the guy above me xD I'm so energy drained.

Bottom line, i'm gay, and proud of it =]

By the way, there is already a poll on this question, so you might want to check it out under "Gay Polls" in the forum section.

[Samhain]

By the way, there is already a poll on this question, so you might want to check it out under "Gay Polls" in the forum section.
Ive just merged it to said poll
S

[ryomadayo]

I'm gay, but not completely open about it yet... yet...

[Majestical`]

Personally, i'm becoming less and less comfortable labeling myself 'gay',
I'm 'gay' in all senses of the word, but i prefer queer.

[joystick2]

I like sex with both male and female, but probably male better, i love sucking a big juicy cock and getting fucked in the ass.

[Geneity]

Well I've had sex with members of both genders and I'm not entirely sure which I like more. I mean vaginal sex is pretty unique but I didn't think it felt much better then being in an ass. Plus I enjoy sucking and doing other stuff with 2 pensies =P. I think I like having sex with guys slighly more then girls. Hmm.

[Setanta]

Gay, out... and never had sex with a woman... prefer womens brains but mens bodies !!

[smoothie6in]

I have done both ,guys when I was younger(like in my teens) and female from then on but I am now wanting to be with guys again.

[peterODB]

Well, thanks; there's quite a bit more to the story... I didn't talk about dropping hints, or, certain feelings at certain ages... I just summarized it all. The privilege of living my life the way I want to has come with a great toll on my and my family's well being, though... I feel like I've scrambled my brains to get everything in order for transition; my academic performance is down because of all the energy I am concentrating on this issue.

The problem is, many people don't want to empathise... I've been told that I'm a queer, a fag, that I have a twisted perception and that I'm mentally ill; I've even been sexually harassed... All for being true to myself; society is cruel... My fears of these very criticisms is what drove me back into denial; it got to a point where I just wanted to die because I couldn't deal with being a girl, yet, being forced to live like a boy.

After a near-death experience from an accidental drug overdose, I finally came to terms with my gender identity issues and explored them; it took a while before I finally re-accepted myself. My gender dysphoria grew, and swelled; it began to cut into various parts of my life; I finally came out at the beginning of this last summer... School isn't any easier; especially not right now...

My gender dysphoria has had me on a roller coaster of feelings these past few weeks; I've wanted to die one day and live life to the fullest another... I'm lonely in school; only my true friends talk to me anymore. It's just... crazy... And I'm waiting until I get my name changed and my letter of recommendation to an endrocrinologist; there are times where I wish I wasn't me, or, that I just wanted to fade away...

I'm not about to preach about the quality of my life; there are people who have it far worse than me... Though, I hope those who are better off, will read it, and think more positively of their situation. :)I'm bi sexual and love it.

[knattyk420]

Sooo bi and soo happy!!!!!!

[BlondeAngela]

I was a femme gay man until I transitioned and became a beautiful feminine lady.
So these days I am a beautiful and feminine pre-op male to female transexual lady. And I love it.:)

I have been feminized and am on estrogen, and anti-androgens, which have given me soft feminine skin, reduced my masculine muscle mass, and given me a woman's body.
I have had my facial feminization surgery to give me a beautiful feminine woman's face.
And I have had breast implants to enhance my estrogen-grown women's breasts.
I am slender and have a womanly figure. I am 5'10" tall, weigh 130 lbs., and have a 38-24-36 figure, and I can assure you, I worked hard to get that lovely feminine figure, as well as my breast implants, and my hip and buttocks enhancements.
I dress, look, act, walk, and talk like a lady, and can easily pass as a lady, and a beautiful feminine one at that.
Only the people who know me well know I was once a man. Others always assume I am a genetic woman.
I have pierced ears and love wearing earrings and jewelry, I always wear makeup, and I love dressing very feminine, I am always in a beautiful dress or skirt and blouse.
I am with a wonderful handsome masculine man who adores me and loves transwomen. I adore my handsome man and love pleasing him.
I love being a beautiful feminine submissive loving lady to my handsome masculine man, and pleasing him in the ways a beautiful transwoman pleases her handsome man.:)
I love being a lady. It is what I wanted, and myself and my man live as husband and wife. I love being a beautiful feminine lady.:)
I am also a mom to my daughters that I previously had when I was a man with a genetic lady (whom I am still close with), and a stepmom to my man's son, a child he had with his ex wife, a genetic lady.

[jnorton47]

Bisexual. Married to a woman. My soul mate and love of my life for over 38 year. I have been with guys. And my wife and I have done threesomes with other guys. I enjoy sex play with guys. If I was to become single for any reason. I would consider a guy for a life partner. But I hope to stay married to my wife of at lest another 38 years. <(^o^)>

[TMSninja]

supa bi and supa cool about it