Your first tingly feeling

[soccergirl]

How old were you when you first felt attracted to someone of the same sex?

I was 12 years old. I was standing in the hallway, at school, when I felt a soft hand on my shoulder and then heard this sweet voice say "excuse me". I had always thought she was pretty but, the combination of her hand touching my shoulder and her voice made me feel like I had never felt before about a girl.

[mushie18]

when i was like six or seven. I remember going to the grocery store with my mom, and thinking about the bag boys :p. In elementary i had crushes on guys and girls. then once middle school rolled around, i denied that i was gay. Around 8th grade i finally accepted it.

[girlguy]

I was 6 and I fell in love with a girl in second grade after a boy made her cry. I fantasied about her at night and definitely had tingly feelings! But even before that my mom told me I played with girls, so I think this all goes back before I can remember.

[rain_in_summer]

I picked 13-15, because that's when I really had a crush on another girl for the first time and admitted it to myself. Looking back now, I think I've had minor crushes on girls earlier, but that might just be my memory fooling me.

[Ocean Byrd]

According to my sex, I've secretly been in love with one of my friends since I began to question my gender; but, that seems more like a possible heterosexual relationship now... I had a crush on a girl during 1st or 2nd grade; she moved away fairly quickly.

[SageDreamer]

I was eight years old and had a huge crush on an older man who was in the fifth grade.

[DreamerSpirit]

I used to have supressed crushes, begibnning in 6th grade, but the first time I ever admitted to myself that I did indeed have a crush on another girl was in 7th grade. She was this gorgeous, sweet, and kind-hearted gil named Kate. Shes still intwo of my classes, and I can't help but secretly like her...sadly though, shes straight...

[Taylor]

*sigh*
when I was 14 in maths class... we've since dated (6 years later)

[greengoddess]

I'm not gay but I'm bi, and if I would have found the right girl, I would be gay, but anyways, I was extreamly little when I started looking at girls in a more sexual way, under age 9 for sure, I though I was sick, and gross and that there was something wrong with me, now I know it was normal but I was attracted to girls way before I was really interested in guys, I thought the female body was way more sexually satisfying to look at. and I should mention that the first time I saw a porno mag was under age nine so that just fueled my curiosity.

[tigerlily]

aww i remember looking at a huge lingerie ad for a really long time and realizing i shouldn't be looking at it for so long, but didn't put it down until my mom asked something... i think i was about 9? i'm not sure... i was always scared to like girls, to be gay... i thought i was going to become lesbian when i was about 14ish i believe.. but made myself only think of boys.. and i do like boys now.. but have finally come to terms with it being okay to like girls sexually too, even if some ppl think it's weird or gross. oddly, i've never had a problem with gay guys, but gay girls made me nervous... i think i was homophobic because i thought i could be turned so easily.. does that make sense? anyway, still never had an experience with a girl.. and i can't really answer the question... never had a proper crush on a girl. never let myself.

[icedteapriestess]

I had a major girl-crush that started in grade 7. Her name was Marla, and she was beautiful in that way that guys don't always notice... but I noticed from the first time a saw her. We were in a lot of the same clubs and organizations (she was a grade ahead of me), but I was always to shy to talk to her.... and I am not a shy person. It got to the point that by high school I was a blushing, mumbling idiot whenever she was around... I swear, I think she thought I had a mental defect or something.

I had other girlfriends and boyfriends, but could never talk to her. She became somesort of super-sex-goddess. lol. Haven't seen her since the summer of 95... but she was wearing a pair of cut off shorts while mowing her lawn... etched in my memory. lol.

[Duncan]

His name was Jeffrey. He was an only child of two parents who worked. He mastered the Evelyn Wood reading program and knew EVERYTHING about electronics and chemistry. He showed me B&W str8 porn before we had to take a high school entrance exam. He was skinny and hyperverbal and had imagination that sometimes left the planet. He also had a love for addictive drugs that finally caused him to take his own life.

[white ginger]

I dunno if I've ever had tingly feelings when I was younger and with a girl... it started with thinking about them away from them (blush)
I remember noticing how beautiful their hands were though :D
I'm bi, by the way

[mrpiddleslives]

11 I guess. Didn't really admit it to myself until I was a bit older though....even though I had a girlfriend from 11 - 12.....still didn't really click :)

[FWLP22385]

I guess I always was kind of attracted to girls, but it didn't really click till I was 13. My only major crush was my sophomore year of high school, on a girl who was a senior that year. We were on the rowing team together, so I saw her a lot and really missed her when she graduated. I wasn't really okay with liking girls till this past year, though.

[sniffmagikmarkrs]

my first crush on a girl was in 7th grade, she was a year older than me and fucking drop dead gorgeous, smart, nice, and outgoing, a rare combo, she still goes to school with me, but i'm not attracted to her now....... as of right now and the past couple years i have this major crush on a chick that is two years older than me, her name is jeni, we played in the jazz band for two years together, i was the drummer and she was the bassist, so we developed a rhythm section bond thing......she just graduated, but i still talk to her, i have a feeling she is bi like me, but i've been afraid to ask her about it.........she's very free-spirited, and opinionated, not to mention she was the smartest person in her class, a major turn on.....we used to hang out a lot and i had the feeling that she was into me, she took me on what i guess you could call a couple of "dates", because it was a little more than two friends hanging out.....i'm still a bit scared to ask her though

[james q]

How old were you when you first felt attracted to someone of the same sex?

wonder how come only 3 guys have responded 2 this poll and 15 girls or something have? is this topic 'girly'? anyway, like many here i was under 9. god, possibly under 6 :eek:

[SageDreamer]

james q, my suspicion is that there are more female readers and posters in this forum than males. There are more commercial sites out there with a gay male focus than there are lesbian ones, so perhaps some gay men find more of what they want in those sites than they might here.

[fallenangel245]

i was 9 or 8. i was at school and i was running and bumped into this guy and fell on him and when i looked up to him to say sorry i froze as soon as i met his gaze. And during that time the whole thing felt so right, i can't really describe it.....

[kif]

Ive had an attraction towards older men as long as I can remember. Still do to this day. Some people might say it's because I was molested as a child. Nope, never happened. Some might say that I never had a good relationship with my father. Always been close to my father and still am to this day. So why do I prefer older men? Dont know just do. They dont seem to mind.;)

[lutsko67]

I was 13 when i knew something was different for the way I always wanted to see and be around girls. Got my 1st kiss from 1 at 14 and my 1st sexual encounter at age 15. Ive been in love w/em ever since that girl, her name was......Linda. Peace n love ladies n butches,kat

[mariah2390]

11 years old (I am Bi)
When I first started middle school (6th grade) this girl was in 7th grade was really nice too me and everyone esle. She was so pretty; her eyes, her hair and skin. Plus her personally. That was my first real girl crush, but she never knew. Now I am in 8th grade this sep. and she is in high school(9th grade)... I am really really sad that I can't see her intill When I get into highschool myself. I knew her for two years, and I loved her. I don't know If she was Gay or not

[.e.n.n.u.i.]

I've had a crush on Tom Selleck since I was eleven.

... so yeah..

[bitter_pill]

11, I was getting teased by a friend of mine who tried to pants me to see if I had pubic hair yet (no freakin' idea how that came about!); I fought him off but then I wondered about what would have happened if I hadn't.

Then I went home and fapped to my dad's hustlers. :D

[Dariah]

I had my first crush on a girl I knew when I was around 15 or 16. We later had a relationship with each other.

As for celebrities, I had my first female crush when I saw Hilary Swank in Boys Don't Cry. Then developed an infatuation with Angelina Jolie... purrrrrrr http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/smile.gif

[Green]

Can you define attracted? Do you mean sexually attracted or what?

[melyn]

11, stands out in my memory as a pivotal realisation of what I could be, I was watching Ally McBeal and realised how attractive I found her, I watched every week after that, I can trace other thoughts and feelings to a much younger age though, but that was my first tingly one

[amp7325]

I don't remember the exact age... maybe 11 or 12, possibly 13. It was a kid from an all guys choir I'm in. It wasn't really a crush, just a physical attraction. My first actual crush on a guy happened like 2 weeks ago. (I'm 16)

[Corvuspirit]

at 14 years old i started working my way through the junior varsity wrestling team...and have had an appetite for wrestlers ever since (not the entertainment kind either...the real thing)

[Stillravenmad]

I was in 8th grade when I started noticing girls and questioning my sexuality.

[professionalwidow]

when i was about 12 or 13 i think, started developing a crush on a girl in my class who i didnt even lik as a person. then i remember watching casper the friendly ghost at the cinema and havin a crush on christina ricci! lol

Serious crush happened when i was about 15/16. things i can remember is goin up to her house, siiting in her room, very close to her on the bed, her holding the dolphin i got her as a pressie and me holding it too.. our hands were sooo close.. both touching this dolphin.. arrgh.. i never did anything though soo soo scared. i think that night she was mentioning ' oh i love for someone to come out in our school' .. she prob was hinting at me! dunno
another time with the same girl, we were walkin out of art class as we'd stayed back late, i was helping her with clay and she was like do i have any in my hair, her hair was lovely.. i picked it out we were soo close in the corridor and all giggly.. again i didnt do anything so i knew she was very flirtly. so i used to get a wee tingly feeling when we both were drunk at parties.. when drunk both of us would hold hands and sit on or close to each other... she used to joke to the others we wold elop and get married.. ack well.. shes engaged to a guy i think now.. dont see her anymore

[Bassist]

I don't know...but I've had some serious crushes within the past year.

[kindred_spirit81]

I was pretty attracted to my kindergarten teacher:rolleyes:
No kidding...

[Leki]

When I was about 10 (I can't really remember), my friend Katie spent the night. eventually she goes to take a shower, and asks me to keep her copany in the bathroom. So I do, and I couldnt help but stare. for like a minute...then I blushed so bad, i thought my head was gonna pop off, and spent the rest of the time with my head stuffed in the cabinet 'looking for something'...

[Bocks]

12. A parent's coworker.

[Closet Kid]

I'm still chasing after a certain boy who still my best wet dream. I'm pretty sure he's gay because he's really quiet, never has had a girlfriend and whenever a girl talks to him he kinda just shrugges them off.(oh and I caught him checking me out once). Enough of me bitching anyway back to the thread.:rolleyes:

[evil lesbian]

i was about 9 or 10 and my best friend and i kissed not deep or anything just juvinille but i knew then.

[.Hannah.]

I'm still chasing after a certain boy who still my best wet dream. I'm pretty sure he's gay because he's really quiet, never has had a girlfriend and whenever a girl talks to him he kinda just shrugges them off.(oh and I caught him checking me out once). Enough of me bitching anyway back to the thread.:rolleyes:That's kind of sweet. Sounds like it's been awhile. Why don't you speak to him?

[The_Warden]

With regards to me... I was around 10 years old.. I am not sure if it was force or whether it was perfect.. I do still question myself but i know I dont question my sexuality.. I question my finding out and exploration..

I was walking my dog around the park and i also used to walk her around the field behind where we were.. Whilst i was at the park walking her a lad who was a year older than me approached me and got talking to me.. He came around with me in the field and whilst we were there he kind of groped me i liked it done it back and we had little foreplay.. It was wierd at that age because my nan went on about religion and so on and i felt like i was doing wrong but now i understand what i was doing was finding out who I was and what I was..

Regards

The_Warden

[cleverick]

It's not my very first attraction, but it was the first time I'd ever felt it so seriously. I was in the party room at work, and he had just been fired. I saw him all of three seconds while he was frog-marched out of the store. I was instantly aroused and dismayed, because I had found the love of my life, and he had just left my life forever.

He got his job back, and now, after two years and three months of dithering, I finally made my intentions clear one overcast day riding home with him. He now hates me and his mother has lodged an official complaint of sexual harrassment against me.

I fell in love with a 13 year old, but he now hates the 18 year old I am. Even plying him with booze and cigarettes is no longer effective, for though I remain convinced he is as gay as me, he has such horrid and bigoted parents i will be a long time before he breaks free of the shackles.

[The_Warden]

It's not my very first attraction, but it was the first time I'd ever felt it so seriously. I was in the party room at work, and he had just been fired. I saw him all of three seconds while he was frog-marched out of the store. I was instantly aroused and dismayed, because I had found the love of my life, and he had just left my life forever.

He got his job back, and now, after two years and three months of dithering, I finally made my intentions clear one overcast day riding home with him. He now hates me and his mother has lodged an official complaint of sexual harrassment against me.

I fell in love with a 13 year old, but he now hates the 18 year old I am. Even plying him with booze and cigarettes is no longer effective, for though I remain convinced he is as gay as me, he has such horrid and bigoted parents i will be a long time before he breaks free of the shackles.

Hello,
With regards to this person making a sexual harrassment at work... Steer clear because if you do that then it means your not doing what they say.. With regards to the 13 year old... Did you say you were 18?? If so are you thinking of becoming arrested and forced to sign a sex offenders register (If applied in your country). Whether he gives consent or not its still a criminal offence until he reaches the legal age..
Plying him with booze and cigarettes is a cowardly thing to do to a 13 year old.. I have put two and two together and worked out you may have a crush on him which you may not be able to help BUT plying him with alcohol to get him drunk means your planning to rape him.. That is also a criminal offence.. At the moment you havent got any record or anything and I would strongly suggst that you take steps to either seek mental help or analyize yourself and think is it worth a criminal record and a life time of abuse??

Regards

The_Warden

[whereami]

Although I consider myself straight(well okay,trying to come to terms that I'm bi?) I found a box full of my dad's straight porn including some with Traci Lords which I still remember to this day. God damn,for a 16 year old porn star she was a pro!!

I was about 7 or 8 years old & I snuck them to my babysitter's house because she had a son who was about 5 years older then me & thought he would think I was cool if I showed him what I found. So I spent the night one night while we watched,he actually taught me how to masturbate because I had never done it before. He came all over his hand then decided he was going to show me how to do it right. I still don't think I ever came being that I was only EIGHT!!

We continued to play every once & again by looking at some of his Playboys. He would have me stroke him off & I never found it odd,I just did it. Til he wanted me to put my penis in his ass. I remember it hurting me more while he just kind of moaned. It didn't last long.

That was enough to pique my curiosity. I asked him to do it to me. Of course he was older & bigger so it never really went "in" but just kind of placed it between my buttcheeks & rubbed it between them. I loved the way it felt because it was a new feeling but I also had nothing else to compare it to.

The last straw was when he got another kid to "join" us. Turns out,he was doing the same thing to this kid that I didn't know about. He made us kiss,
play with each others genitals & it all came out when I actually gave that kid a hickey on his neck. I was scared shitless & tried to rub it off with my hands! lol. Of course,the babysitter told our parents & they didn't know WHAT to think happened. The only thing I got in trouble for was for stealing my dad's porn flicks & he never questioned me or my sexuality at all. So I guess to this day is why I love women but I like a big cock as well,although I could never have "feelings" for a guy. Strictly sexual.

[jp234]

I have a question...somebody please answer me!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE


I'm a male, at a phase of my life where I'm not exactly sure if im bisexual straight or gay. I know one thing for sure is, I got my first "tingly" feeling when I was 17, now 24, and only felt this way with other girls, never a guy. I have mostly guy friends, alot of guy friends i might add, and I've never felt an emotional attraction to guys before. I think i fell in love once, with a girl, but's it's been almost 3 years since, and I still miss her and think about her atleast once a day, and still get that tingly feeling ocassionaly.

But the weird thing is, when I was about 18/19, I had a dream about gay sex, and I was participating. I woke up in disgust, and confusion, and in a way....it's haunted me ever since. I havn't been sure about myself and even lost my confidence in my sexualioty. Another weird thing is occasionally I see a guy, and I think he's attractive. But I don't get feelings or an emotional attraction the same way as I do with girls. It's more like, oh, that's a pretty flower, or that's a nice car, and I wouldn't have feelings with a car or a flower. But does this still mean I'm gay?


I"m totally confuised.......................some1 please help.!!

[Closet Kid]

That's kind of sweet. Sounds like it's been awhile. Why don't you speak to him?Well we're good friends now and i talk with him a whole lot. i think he likes me because lets just say he has some wondering eyes heh heh... Anyway I'm in his room for a field trip and i'll see what unfolds.

[Last Stand]

[QUOTE=soccergirl]How old were you when you first felt attracted to someone of the same sex?

QUOTE].Give or take a few years.

[Aesthete]

I have a question...somebody please answer me!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE


I'm a male, at a phase of my life where I'm not exactly sure if im bisexual straight or gay. I know one thing for sure is, I got my first "tingly" feeling when I was 17, now 24, and only felt this way with other girls, never a guy. I have mostly guy friends, alot of guy friends i might add, and I've never felt an emotional attraction to guys before. I think i fell in love once, with a girl, but's it's been almost 3 years since, and I still miss her and think about her atleast once a day, and still get that tingly feeling ocassionaly.

But the weird thing is, when I was about 18/19, I had a dream about gay sex, and I was participating. I woke up in disgust, and confusion, and in a way....it's haunted me ever since. I havn't been sure about myself and even lost my confidence in my sexualioty. Another weird thing is occasionally I see a guy, and I think he's attractive. But I don't get feelings or an emotional attraction the same way as I do with girls. It's more like, oh, that's a pretty flower, or that's a nice car, and I wouldn't have feelings with a car or a flower. But does this still mean I'm gay?


I"m totally confuised.......................some1 please help.!!
It's difficult to make statements about anything such as this over the internet as I don't live out your experience. But it doesn't sound like you're gay. "Gay" "Bisexual" and "Straight" are not really as clearly defined as some might think. I think the easiest way of thinking of it is the Kinsey Scale. On the Kinsey Scale sexual orientation is determined by a set of corresponding numbers. The scale ranges from 0 to 6; with 0 being exclusively straight and 6 being exclusively gay. No one, however, will find themselves right on 0 or 6. "Straight" can perhaps be anything 1 or below (though at which point you have shifted orientations is subjective), which allows for the occasional attraction to the same sex. I'd put myself somewhere above 5 on the scale. Though, for seemingly odd reasons, I've found a few women attractive. They, however, are in no way, of the same worth as my capacity for attraction to guys.

Another, and perhaps less technical, way to determine one's orientation is emotional attraction. There is a term "affectional orientation" which is used to describe this (and a lot prefer this because it leads to less confusion when strange attractions arise). I could not conceive of falling in love with anyone but another guy; this making me gay. With you, however, there is presumably little or no capacity to fall in love with a member of the same sex; making you straight.

A critique of mine of the affectional system as a means of determining orientation is lack of accounting for societal insinuation. This will be that society, on a large scale, renders it such that our true desires are circumvented in favor of conventionality. However, this does not apply to you because homosexuality is the anomaly in question.

So, in conclusion, I'd say, albeit with only the information you have provided, that you are straight. :sunglasse

[Aesthete]

Shit. Didn't notice the date on that post. Oh well, you might still see it.

[Spiderweb Sitar]

Hmm, I had a major crush on a girl in my dance class when I was 10. And throughout middle school, Madonna was the constant object of my homosexual affection. Gah, the "Erotica" video made me realize that I did actually like girls.

[Otterface]

I always looked at girls differently than guys and could so see myself dating a girl. I had minor crushes, but I had a HUGE crush on my RA freshman year of college. Too bad she was straight. Ironically, I became an RA in an all girls dorm, and one of my residents developed a huge crush on me. We've been dating since March.

[llamakarma]

i was pretty much in total denial about my sexuality until i fell in love with Rufus Wainwright, i'd never had a crush quite like that before ;)

i think i was about 13 when i noticed that my straight male best friend is actually a very handsome guy, but i thought nothing of it, you can think someone is good looking without being gay and i didn't want to kiss/fuck him or anything. but that lead onto finding men on tv attractive in a way i hadn't done before, and being really turned on by the thought of being intimate with a man.

[well_ok_then]

Mine was in 6th grade with my friend matt. He went to the bathroom and came back out just wearing boxers and we both got naked and masterbated together we ended up masterbating each other this went on like 3 times then we stopped talking...i wonder what happened to him...

[lostdazedintime]

at boyscout camp!!! http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/eek.gif that was a total sausage fest http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/rolleyes.gif

[New Guy]

i guess mines right now ;)

[Jadis]

I'm not really certain; ever since I was little I was kissing girls and "liking" them, but it wasn't until three years ago when I fell for one of my best friends.

She still doesn't know...which is kinda depressing.

[cardamom]

When I was ten, I guess ... I pretended to myself that I had crushes on boys because it seemed like that was what you were supposed to do; but then, meanwhile I was regularly making out with my best girl friend. We had sleepovers every night and I would sleep in her bed, and she'd touch me or pinch me when my parents weren't looking (my mom wondered why I was always yelping). But it wasn't till I was 14 that it really hit me, even though I'd had sexual thoughts about women before.

[erzebet1961]

My first "Real" not just WONDERING feeling was when I was 13, I was a rocker, and she was a cheerleder, in the same grade as me ,who lived accross the street. She was always nice to me , not stuck up like the other girls, and I didnt catch on to what she was after till she invited me over to her house when her mom wasnt home!
we were together a couple of years from that day on, in secret , of course.

[deep_blue_death03]

I fell in love with my best friend in 6th grade, then she moved away and told my other friends I was gay, and I became really depressed and hid inside myself for a long time til I came out. but I was always falling in love with my close friends, I knew, just noboby else did.

[Columbo]

The first time a girl toched me I was so extatic that my panties fell to the floor and I was really embarrassed as I thought I this would be my first gay experience I had a feeling that I was a lesbian but it was short lived as she pointed out that girls dont have a penis but I had one. Then I realised that I was a male lesbian and have been having sex with girls ever since. Someone told me that this is called "being straight" - call it what you want its brilliant fun. Why care if you are gay or bi or straight just enjoy it - Woody Allen said "sex is the most fun I ever had without laughing"

Mine was in 6th grade with my friend matt. He went to the bathroom and came back out just wearing boxers and we both got naked and masterbated together we ended up masterbating each other this went on like 3 times then we stopped talking...i wonder what happened to him probly graduated to the oral university but left you in the 6th grade

[Samhain]

The first time a girl toched me I was so extatic that my panties fell to the floor and I was really embarrassed as I thought I this would be my first gay experience I had a feeling that I was a lesbian but it was short lived as she pointed out that girls dont have a penis but I had one. Then I realised that I was a male lesbian and have been having sex with girls ever since. Someone told me that this is called "being straight" - call it what you want its brilliant fun. Why care if you are gay or bi or straight just enjoy it - Woody Allen said "sex is the most fun I ever had without laughing"
have you seen 'L word' theres a male lesbian on that
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[Columbo]

yeah I just thought it might be a wiseguy thing to write a bizzare and untruthful story - its called humour - my only hope was to make someone - anyone laugh

[Samhain]

yeah I just thought it might be a wiseguy thing to write a bizzare and untruthful story - its called humour - my only hope was to make someone - anyone laugh
I thought you where being serious
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[erzebet1961]

My first actuall tingly feeling , though there were little ones before, happened when the chick that would later be my first girlfriend looked at me and smiled..I was knocked out !!!!..I must have had a relly stupid grin on my face because the friend I was walking to class with actually asked me if I was ok !!!!

[Samhain]

My first actuall tingly feeling , though there were little ones before, happened when the chick that would later be my first girlfriend looked at me and smiled..I was knocked out !!!!..I must have had a relly stupid grin on my face because the friend I was walking to class with actually asked me if I was ok !!!!
was it because you had passed out and she had to drag you by your hair (haha)
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[erzebet1961]

she was in the closet..so we had to keep it quiet...my one and only cheerleader !!!

[Samhain]

she was in the closet..so we had to keep it quiet...my one and only cheerleader !!!
you dated a cheer leader bwa hahahahhahahahaha
no really I am pleased for you (giggle)
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[btbam2]

16. my freinds dad walked into a room butt naked. he's attractive too.

[erzebet1961]

WOW !!!!!!!!!.........that must have been an awkward moment !!

[Swayr]

I think I was around eleven when I first began to realize I was attracted to men. Mainly because of my brother. I have no idea why, but I was really attracted to my brother. Of course, I would pretend to be interested in women because I was afraid of what people would say at the time. I eventually came to accept it about 2 years later. I was so worried about what people would say that I refused to talk to anyone about anything, anytime. Eventually, when I was a sophmore, I met my first boyfriend. We had known each other for like three days and even though we hadn't known each other long, we really trusted each other (and I was really attracted to him o_o). Well, earlier that day he had confessed that he thought he was bisexual and that led to him crying on my shoulder because this one girl he liked at the time turned him down to be her date to this party. He said that he thought people only liked him as a friend and not as date material. I eventually brought the courage up to tell him it wasn't true because, I would go out with him, if he asked. He stopped crying and looked up at me. He then hugged me, and continued crying like that.
He was the first one I told, we dated in private for exactly one month which was the day I then told my mother about him and how I knew I was gay. He didn't want to be there because he didn't want anyone to find out about himself. I don't really think I was ready but I really liked her knowing as it took a lot of pressure off of me. Although, shortly after, he left me without really explaining why. Coincidently, this is the same day school started, and I think it may have been he was afraid that others might pick up on it, I'm not really sure. All I am sure of, is he really broke my heart and I sometimes had trouble keeping in the tears in the middle of class, mainly in lunch when I knew he was with his friends, probally not even thinking about me. I wasn't able to stop thinking about him for a long time. What really hurt the most was he refused to speak to me at all after he broke up.

Oh, sorry, I had gotten off-topic >_<.

[erzebet1961]

Believe me....he couldnt forget you that easily......

[Swayr]

Believe me....he couldnt forget you that easily...... Ok, there was some bug with posting so, I have to rewrite this >_<;, sorry if it seems rushed but I have to leave, soon. Last few days, he was at his brother's wedding and freshmen orientation because he was a few years under me. He said this isn't he wanted, even though he said he was really happy, after we had gotten together after the first day of school. He said he didn't want to hurt anyone. He said that he had to tell himself why he shouldn't love me (never went into detail). Have to get ready, cya

[erzebet1961]

I hope all goes well with you ....you have a lot of friend here if you need to talk !!!

[moonlightdelerium]

I've always been attracted to women more than men, but not by much, I still find zee boys very sensual and have no problem being physical with them. The only thing that really assures me of my sexuality is the fact that I've NEVER had an orgasm where I wasn't thinking about women. I can get completely aroused by a man, no problem, but when it comes to climax I just can't do it unless I'm thinking about girls.

[Gothic Twist]

I first felt the tingel when i was twelve... saw a girl in my maths class drop her pencil she was beautiful her face just seemed to glow.

[TreeFiddy]

This thread has been biting me in the face each and every day I see it...I guess I need to finally post in here:

The first time I felt a real tingly feeling was in 7th grade...there was someone in the grade below me who, whenever he was around, I would just stare and stare at him and desperately want to be closer to him than I was (am...I still have a huge crush on them to this day).

[hellaclean]

when i was like 7 or 8 i just fallen in love with my neighbour. he was same age as me and he was sooo hot (well, he still is). haven't seen him for 3 years but still see him in my dreams. and just now i'm starting to understand that he might be gay coz being so cute and hot he still hasn't got a gf (he's 20). probly will see him next summer and will find out wether he is or not... rly lookin foward to it

[Azura_Mist]

I'm 22 and I'm just starting to feel that feeling of bisexuality. I've been in two straight relationships that ended horribly and nearly had sex with a straight friend because I was feeling so desparate, and now I'm starting to realize, since after all the stable and balanced me knows that sex isn't everything... well, I was helping my roommate meditate the other night and she seemed so peaceful and angelic and knowing that we've been friends for nine years... well, all of a sudden, I just felt something "wake up" inside me and though I'm not completely attracted to her and feel like I do want a guy in my life, I'm coming out as bi.

[GreenButterflyDaisy]

for me it was kindergarden. i was very attracted to an older girl whos sister was a cheerleader with me. she was 11 or 12 and dressed very...i guess grunge. i also remember getting crushes on the older girls in elementary school. i liked guys just as young though, but i always remember that tingle from girls too

[drugfreejunkie]

This is a mad 1 my attraction has only started towards same sex since june of this year i am still in some sort of transition my head is everywhere espec as in long term relationship which is proving challenging!

The strange thing is sex with my partner is still amazing at times when i am not confused:confused:

[drugfreejunkie]

for me it was kindergarden. i was very attracted to an older girl whos sister was a cheerleader with me. she was 11 or 12 and dressed very...i guess grunge. i also remember getting crushes on the older girls in elementary school. i liked guys just as young though, but i always remember that tingle from girls toomy partner is female

[Thomas_55]

There are so many here that remind me of people that I have known in the distant past. Lots of similar experiences.

Anyway, my first "tingly" experience was around 11 with a friend during a sleep over. I don’t know how it happened, but we both got erections and started playing with each other. Nothing happened beyond the rubbing.

[AtTheMountainPeak]

i chose 10-12 because thats when i started fantasizing about my best friend, but i'd been looking at gay porn since i was like 8 or 9, but as for the friend, ive grown more attracted to him over the years i guess cuz we used to always have sleepovers and we were very open, but nothing sexual ever happened, and nothing prob will ever happen cuz he claims to be straight and anti gay :(

[bicuriousMatt69]

in Jr. High.

13 - 15 years old 73 38.62%

[*Andy*]

Probably when I was about 14..for a girl, but I know I'm gay now. Right now I have that freaking tingly feeling for this dude that I like. Rawr..

[*~nathan~*]

I went to this bar/grill with my dad, and well i was about 5 or six, and i saw this bartender bend over, he was so cute, and i stared at it, i didnt quite know why but I told my dad looking at him makes me feel good inside, and he said "oh shit" and i said what? and he said "hhhghgghhhhghghhhhg"

[Samhain]

I went to this bar/grill with my dad, and well i was about 5 or six, and i saw this bartender bend over, he was so cute, and i stared at it, i didnt quite know why but I told my dad looking at him makes me feel good inside, and he said "oh shit" and i said what? and he said "hhhghgghhhhghghhhhg"
when you say it, do you mean his butt?
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[moongazer]

i would always think actresses were pretty when i was younger, but when i was about 11 or 12 i started forming real crushes on my girl friends. i was terrified and thought i was disgusting, but now i cant imagine myself being anything else<3

[PresidentialScandal]

I didn't know until I was nearly eighteen. I fell for a boy with whom I had been friends for five years. Nothing clicked until last year, which is strange. He is not gay, but he is okay with my sexuality. I still cannot fathom why it took me so long to figure out, although it has been entertaining connecting the dots of my sexuality since finding out. Plus, I am quite relieved to know that I'm gay just as I am about to enter college!

[Drew_445]

i chose 10-12 because thats when i started fantasizing about my best friend, but i'd been looking at gay porn since i was like 8 or 9, but as for the friend, ive grown more attracted to him over the years i guess cuz we used to always have sleepovers and we were very open, but nothing sexual ever happened, and nothing prob will ever happen cuz he claims to be straight and anti gay :(
i kno EXACTLY the feeling! he used to act sorta gay in a way(talk about boy stuff)...but then this summer we just kinda stopped hanging out...and then when school started we started hanging out again(gasp! rawr!) but now he seems more straight, and when he's a pervert its more about girl stuff...so that makes me sad :(

[openfield]

When I was 7 or 8 I went to a friends birthday party, a visit to the cinema followed by a sleepover.
Firstly our legs touched and i held mine against his as it felt so warm and comfortable and then when we went to bed I wanted to hold and cuddle him but bottled it.
Just as well really as he and his wife are still friends of mine and he was a great help when my partner died ten yrs ago.

[Newdbare]

I was five and he was seven. His name was Clayton and I told my father "when I grow up I am going to marry Clayton!" My dad had me held by another man while my father placed a burning newspaper to the back of my legs to "drive the devil out of me."

I never said that again and seventy years later I still have third degree burn scares on the back of my legs.

I guess Clayton was already promised to another boy.

Oh and I chose to be gay at age five too, which just goes to show that even five year olds have choices to be gay or straight.http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/humm.gif

[superkeith]

I was pretty attracted to my junior school teacher.
i tried to find opportuity to talk to him as much as i could.

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[Claudio63]

I've been willing to have sex with men since I can remember. But "tingly" feeling I would define as more than sexual. That'd be my first crush on a school mate when I was about 15. I wanted to be his partner for life, love him forever, have his babies (or, as the joke goes, try conceiving as often as possible :) ).

[Young_Ayv]

My first tingly feeling....hrmmm.
I really can't remember, i've had so many tingly feelings!
I don't know if it was when I was looking at someone, rather than imagining myself. I've always wanted to be a girl, so i'd try on (this my sound weird to some.) my sisters clothes when no one was around to stop me, or catch me.
You know, panties, skirt, dress, sometimes jeans and shirts. I've always known that I liked boys, I never cared to play sports, or be sweaty, or just do the things guys would typically do.
I've always wanted to be a girl, so picked 9 or younger.

[Drew_445]

AFter a few days of wondering when my first tingly feeling was(it was bothering me i couldn't think of it), i suddenly remembered lots of things that happened in my child sexually with other boys...

its weird, cause it was like i had totally blocked them out till now. its like i suddenly remember!! its confusing, i don't know how or when or wy i blocked them out, but yeah. it feels good...cause i started questioning my gayness(thats sorta the opposite of most) but now i remember WHY i am this way.

let me explain more...i remember how when i was starting kindergarten, the kid across the street my same age would come over, and we'd hide in the backyard behind a bush, and we'd compare groins and kiss eachother naked. then there was this other kid, who we'd hide in his bedroom closet and rub our dicks against eachother. and then this one kid, we just kinda humped things in his basement, but he'd never show me his dick(i know, weird?) and then this other kid, we'd rub our dicks together and fondle eachothers balls(or what there was of them :) ) and that's all i know of.
sorry for rambling. this just felt good to let out.

OH...and some distinct tingly feelings...we were playing night games with the neighbor boy, and he and this other hot boy(hot to me then) were there and i just couldn't stop imagining us hiding in the bushes playing eachother. and at boy scouts me and some other boys went early and were playing around and i just wanted to do stuff with them sooo bad...and so whenever i saw them i'd get butterflies so bad and just like get all sad and stuff because i couldn't have them(reminds me of wat i feel now for my best friend =/

X.X RAMBLE OVER!!
(shoot me if it continues)

[Vanilla Gorilla]

Well, first crush started first day of Kindergarten, when I first laid eyes on this one guy that by Yr 6 turned into a full blown crush, but back in Kindergarten I had no clue about sex or even romance, just memories of things like how his hair looked when the sun shone through it etc.

First Tingly feeling was this guy in Yr 4 I think it was, behind the Cricket Nets at school kissing and fondling.

Then Yr 6, huge crush on that first schoolmate, and my PE Teacher looked like Superman from the comics, I used to fantasize about him doing naughty things to me, that was confusing

[Jerimiah]

I was 23. I was at the beach. He was there with his friend, but when we made eye contact, I got a hardon. I tried to hide it, but he noticed. A while later I was in the toilet, and he cam in. He backed me into one of the stalls, and we began makeing out. After a couple of minutes, he left. Never saw him again. WoW

[coffeescent]

I was only 3. It was when I found out I was gay :p

[nldn]

I was 13- showering after gym and one of the other boys had a hard on, thought it a beautiful sight. Although all my experiences have been with girls.

[sobebella]

well, my first experimentation was when i was about 7, me and a freind of mine found his dads porn and went o and did out thing...we didnt get far obviusly lol, neither of us could get hard, but i think this expeirence played a big part of who i am today, and led upto the next experience, when i was about 10-11, my freind slept over at my house and we snook off into the woods late at night, prob about midnight, and just walked around and played around, then he sat down on a huge rock and started masterbating infount of him and then i helped him out, and then he started helping me and we had a few more special nights over the year, before i moved.

my first accual crush though, was my freshmen year, last year, i was 16, and in french there was this guy who sat next to me, and we talked and stuff, and i just couldnt help but feel something for him, but at the time i wasnt open with myself and kind of shrugged the thought away, though i still hung out this him alot when i could. he was a junior i think, he was a little taller than average, he was bi, skinny and very cute, long hair and a little facial hair, and he was a nice, kinda flirty person, and i realy regret not being open then, it probly would have helped me be more open to others right now, as iv recently opened up to myself, about 4-5 months ago, and there is another guy i like, but things are starting to work out with him, slowly but surly, he doesnt know im gay though and i dont know if he is, but we'll get there when we do, and hopefully itllwork out :)

[coolboy]

I was 11 when a guy kissed me at a sleep over and we slept in the same bed.after that i was atracted by men

[coolboy]

My first sexual experience with a man was when i became 15.And it was the best

[jnorton47]

First sexual experience was with my best friend. I was 10 he was 9. http://smilies.vidahost.com/otn/love/1luvu.gif

[jessicalynnx]

I fell for my best friend my Sophomore year of High School. I got lucky when she made the first move. I was was wayyy too shy.

[jeff_lee]

I would say 13-15 because that's when I truly stopped denying it to myself and making excuses about why I felt certain ways.