I feel like I'm in a better mindset to write a blog better representing my frame of mind at this point in my life. I have to say that in my short 22 years that I have been on this planet, this has probably been the hardest. Honestly, the first bit was primarily emotional. Finding myself and dealing with the drama of teen life, and not just teen life, but a home life that wasn't so great. The abuse and confusion over the immaturity of constant bickering, abuse, and those who simply didn't care enough to deal with it was a rough situation to go through as a teen. Then the rebelliousness of being a teenage female who didn't quite fit in kicked in making things all that much more emotional with the boys in my life and everything else that comes with it.

Now that I have moved out on my own and have a life of my own with someone, life is a completely different kind of difficult. And even though things are hard and my bf and I both work our asses off daily, we're still not doing quite enough to get us to where we want to be. But at the same time, even though things are hard, we're both very happy.

Not only that, but it seems like every day our dreams for our life together becomes more and more similar. I'm so lucky I have found someone that I share this with and I wouldn't have chosen anyone different. Not only do our dreams align with each other, but we both know each other at our worst most unhappy places in our lives.

It's a beautiful thing to be able to have something like that in your life and know that you've come so far from where you came from. Thinking about things in this way, makes things so much easier from day to day even in the hardest of times.