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fell in love with the best person
and that is me. Im not being conceited but I found love for myself. Im in love, Im happy and satisfied with what I came to terms with. After almost years of having self hatred, I just have this unbelievable feeling with myself. me, myself and I, that I can deal with. I've been praying to fall in love again but with a good person and I think I realise that the good person i SHOULD be falling in love with is me. Before anyone else.
Im not really lonely, if a guy comes around, Im not going to be all over him like I use to be. Im just okay with a cool person coming around, Im not expecting everything.
I use to adore sex and wasnt "complete" when I didnt have it. Its been 21 days, and I wanna keep it like that. Sex isnt pleasurable to me anymore...making love is. THATS what Im craving. and You cant just make love to anyone, you gotta have that strong, emotional, brave connection. You have to see the person's inner beauty and appericate it. I adore that feeling and I want it again
I still have a lot of barriers built around me, but that'll always be fine to me. It teaches me a lot, not to open to everyone I meet but I know I'll be fine with it when I meet the right, comfortable one
I just hope to keep this feeling around and not have it go away.
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stacy lulu
Sounds like a 'eureka' moment. Congrats.
i have felt like this at times but then it has passed, i love myself too much and i start to get bored, i love someone else too much and i get hurt
what seems to make life interesting is differences, the good and the bad
if you went to a place with no expectations and it sucked, then you wouldn't feel bad, on the other hand if you went to a place with high expectations and it was good and you liked it, you would feel ten times better than having gone with no expectations because it exceeded your high expectations
food for thought