The Serious Twist Things Have Taken.

Also I wanted to point out, my eye symptoms are weird now. My eyes are very dry now. I read online that can be from years of using those glaucoma drops. They can cause damage that way even. And it seems my eye pressure is unusually high. I'd have no way of knowing, but when I touch them a certain way I notice bright spots. And they just have that feeling about them I have thought in the past meant they had high pressure. Again I don't know, because I am not a doctor. But my eye doctor said my eye pressure is better than it has ever been, it's completely normal she says. I know I was driving last night. And I was on some pretty dark streets. And I could see fine. But I know my eye doctor has said in the past that my eyes are just showing the normal signs of aging all our eyes do. And you know she was the one who said that I don't have diabetes and who are you going to believe, your doctors or your pharmacist. Someone at that new place has suggested I get all new doctors. But I couldn't do that for any reason, no one could. Not without help or at least knowing the reason for that. And she gives me some pretty important eye pressure meds. I couldn't miss even a dose. So how do I handle that situation? I am facing some pretty serious damage now. And I don't know what I'd do if I was blind. Driving would be over, but how could I live independently? To avoid a group home for the reasons I gave? My hands are not sensitive enough for Braile. And I have problems of organizing. I need to write things down and to be able to read my notes. And to know where everything is so I don't stumble over it. And problems of organization would cause problems going to a bus stop because I'd get lost. I'm not being melodramatic with all that detail, I am just saying the dire twist of everything. And please remember my case seems to have some national or even global importance. That the police and authorities could even do this in Michigan and the US. That should be impossible and I seem to have uncovered something here. This is getting more and more serious.

Someone has to step in and do something now. And the secrecy has to end, and people have to level with me too.