Conclusions. [THIS DOUBLE POST WAS NOT MY FAULT.]

EDIT: THIS DOUBLE POST WAS NOT MY FAULT AS TWO ENTRIES OF THE SAME TEXT ON MY BLOG WAS NOT MY FAULT. THE HIP FORUMS PAGE WOULDN'T LOAD ON MY PC. AND I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY POSTED ONCE.

My being gay is obviously central in some way to this situation. I've never really had a problem with it, and I don't think my family did either. My mother and her sister were certainly very open-minded, and my father (who was more conservative) once told me he had no problem with it either. But it was never an issue with me. And I have identified that way most of my adult life too. But right from the start, age 13 at least as I've said, it has led to my abuse and neglect by the system, and how people were bending and twisting the system to justify their homophobia and using circular logic to prove there was actually something wrong with that group. And then in 2004 that staff member at Sinai-Grace was homophobic. And in some way that all led to a new form of extreme psychological abuse that lasted over 20 years, led to seven years of suicidal ideation as the only way out and almost ended tragically on more than one occasion. And all the other comments and things along the way, like at places like Fairlane Town Center around 1998 for example, showed that was the case. (If what happened there was planned, and I think it was.) And I am not sure, I may never know. But I suspect what happened with the Detroit and other police, and Wayne County Probate Court's, abuse and mistreatment of me was at least partly due to my sexuality.

And now my cousin Eric and his rich, lawyer brother Tom are telling me they may be planning to secretly put me in a some horrible Detroit group home. To be neglected, threatened and denied any quality of life. And obviously to shut me up too. But as I told the staff at Sinai-Grace recently, my approach there is simple and it will surround free speech and who I am. I will always let it slip that I am gay. That is probably what happened at Sinai-Grace I think. I was just talking to a staff about that in my room while my room mate slept. And he must have overheard, because almost every room mate then including him threatened me with violence at least once. And I will also tell people what I think of their religion, or just all the religions, in alphabetical order. Which is true too. I will tell them I have nothing against religious people, not at all. But I will tell them what I think is wrong with those religions so that is known too. And then instead of neglecting me and ignoring me, like they usually do to patients in places like Detroit group homes, they will have to guard and protect me. Because I expect to be guarded and protected and treated well always. Especially after a lifetime of all this horrible abuse I have received.