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I think you're lucky as hell to have a woman that doesn't care if you sock cock. I wish my woman was as open minded. As for feeling guilty, you really shouldn't. You're a grown man and should do whatever makes you feel good as long as you're careful, and it's legal and consensual. The problem is that society has brainwashed so many into thinking that same sex play in any form is wrong. That's bullshit. I've only sucked cock twice ever and neither time was great for lack of the right guy, but the experience itself was very enjoyable. It's been a long time and Idvreally like to do it again, this time to completion.
Sucking cock is a wonderful experience. I'm not gay, but will try anything to please my wife. Once I did, I will suck cock all day long as long as she is there watching. It turns me on knowing it turns her on. And yes, I enjoy swallowing cum.
Probably am bi, just as she is. Never had the desire to be with a guy without her present. Whatever you want to label it, it feels right and we enjoy it.
All fun then. My wife would never want to watch let alone hear old stories. She just likes to watch or join in?
I hear ya. It was a long road before we talked about our fantasies. Just so happened we met another couple who shared similar fantasies. It was the wives who encouraged us to suck cock. You know what they say, happy wife,happy marriage. We're happy!
It's porn, for me it was. I watched so much porn. Ok I'm playing my own psychologist hear but I'm convinced that somewhere along the line, after some guys watched their 10,000th scene of a girl moaning in pleasure as she sucked a dick that they started actually fantasizing about them being on the other end of it. That's my story. Today's ultra HD, slow motion, really well done blowjob pornos didn't help at all. I actually started competing with myself on which end I was fantasizing about. I honestly believe I've been hypnotized into wanting to suck dick by years of blowjob scenes. Like it has been said by others though, zero attraction to guys, the thought of kissing a guy is nasty to me, and body caressing same reaction. I'll be the first to admit it's friggin weird, but I stand by my porn theory. I'm big on shemale porn, yet get disgusted if it's not a gorgeous feminine looking shemale. If I watch a shemale porn and it looks like a dude it goes off as fast as I can react. I don't ever wanna get fucked by a shemale but I want to suck a shemale's dick so bad that I'm ready to get a hot shemale escort. In other words, I want to do to the shemale what porn trained me to want to do. The only other option that I'm thinking is a guy who just pulls his dick out of his zipper, because I don't even want a guy's naked thighs up in my face. I totally agree that some guys simply need to admit that they are bi, but I can absolutely care less, if I wanted to fuck guys I'd come right out and say it, I've even said to myself I'm going to step it up to bi porn or gay porn, couldn't do it 99% of the time the male body was a turn off. Only bi porn exception were the scenes where the guy is sharing a dick with his girlfriend and it is only a shared blowjob and nothing more, even the scenes where guys started rubbing each other on the chest made me turn the scene off. Give me a shemale like Mia Isabella or Aubrey Kate and I'll get down on their dick every day of my life.
Lol. That was actually pretty interesting take. But funny at the same time. See I'm lesbian and tho I seen the 10,000 porn I still don't want to give bjs. there is no underlining feelings of lust there. :rofl:
I think you'll NEVER describe all or even most people with one scenario, but I swear everytime I hear of this people group (straight guys confused as hell why they wanna suck dick) I feel like jumping up & down because I know the answer for a lot of them is porn. I can actually put my finger on this specific scene where the impulse started (or more accurately it probably advanced the subliminal impulse that was already taking root in me with all the blowjob scenes where girls were moaning in pleasure). I've actually looked for the scene but can not tell you what it was it was pretty long ago and was probably just another fleeting scene that at the time was 'New' on some pornsite and I watched it for maybe a few weeks then forgot about it. This hot women just stormed home through the front door like a bat out of hell, as if she had pinned up lust all day at work, and fully clothed she just attacked her man's dick, him clothed as well, she just dropped to her knees, pulled it free and went nuts. It was the most intense pleasure I've ever seen in my life of a person giving a blowjob. The pleasure moans were off the charts. By the end of the scene I wanted to be her and not him.
Lol. Thats funny. Never saw myself as wanting to be the girl but i did get horny watching porn in general and need a way to release the extra energy.
The first time I sucked a man off I felt extremely guilty. I have found that it fades with time and more cocks.
I suppose that's my only issue with these type of threads is that it's obvious that many of these men that are so far in denial that they'll be fantasising about or are physically giving another men oral sex but they cling to the hope that they're straight. The definition on being Bisexual is that your are sexually attracted to both male and females. So if that's what turns you on and you have done nothing wrong, why feel guilty and why deny it?
What you are experiencing is actually quite common with us men whom define themselves heterosexual yet find themselves curious/intrigued with wanting to suck another mans cock. Yes, the first time I sucked a guys cock I was unbelievably nervous yet took him into my mouth and proceeded to suck on it as I like mine to be sucked on. I was uncomfortable, yet continued to suck his hardening cock. As I heard his moans of pleasure I was turned on and got an erection myself and continued to suck on his cock and then he said he was going to cum...I took it out of my mouth and watched his load of cum spurt out all over his stomach and I was totally turned on. He zipped up and I went about my way home. The entire drive home my lips were still tingling/numb from sucking his hard cock and I'm saying to myself OMG, I just sucked another mans cock what the hell did I just do? Yet several weeks later I sucked another as I began to wonder if I'm really gay as I took my wife up to our bedroom and had a wonderful sexual experience with her...Yep, I went on to suck more guys off to return home and have sex with my wife and in time I became comfortable doing what I was doing, not experiencing the negative thoughts of what I just did and began to accept that what I was doing was something that I needed in order to function yet still keep my actions hidden and to myself. It's now 30 years later and 7 years into my second marriage with a fantastic woman who accepts that I'm bisexual and partakes with my boyfriend of nine years from time to time as does his wife. It's about allowing yourself to become comfortable with your sexual desires and actions and the best thing for me was to have met my present wife who is accepting to my sexuality as her and I as a couple have bonded closer as she is involved with him and I occasionally as is his wife.
Is your present wife, bi as well and for sometimes interacting with your boy friend's wife, also? The way I think I understand it now, is that your wife is sometimes shared with him and he shares his wife with you. Sounds like the makings of a foursome orgy in the making, if that might be the case.
He and his wife are bisexual, I am bisexual, my wife is bi-curious. She enjoys making out with a woman and fondling, kissing her breasts but not into eating pussy but always wants his wife to eat her out. Yes, we've had several foursomes in the past as he and I share our wives with each other and they are willing, desirable partners wanting to do so. They each love have two men at the same time to sexually satisfy. Very rarely have he or I been with the other wife alone, it takes place sometimes but less often than threesomes.
I'd say your wife is bi as well and not just for being curious about it. Not all like eating pussy and the same for heterosexual men who don't necessarily like licking pussy, either. Sounds like you're all having fun, anyway...