Did a couple lines of coke a little while ago.. My heart is already going pretty fast and i feel very light. Like airy, and my movements feel very fluent and smooth and sometimes slow. Husband is forcing the issue that he wants to make me cum... and hes crazy good at it, and i dont know if thatd be too much for my heart? Dont normally do coke, first time in a long time. No judgement please. I understand if you think its wrong but im not a drug addict by any means. I really need answers, i want to make him happy but I dont want to like, die. You know?
you were probably already coming down by the time you finished this post. coke doesn't exactly have the longest duration of effect.
Yeah probably. Did fine, just didnt know. He makes my heart go crazy already and that shit made it feel like x10. Couldn't do it all the time, i don't know how people who ARE addicted do it every day. Lol
funny thing for me -- cocaine has never changed my resting heart rate. granted it's on the higher end by default, but neither coke nor amphetamines have increased it. i have measured it many times while under the influence and no effect. since you sound worried you are probably driving your own heart rate up yourself by anxiety. if you're worried too much you shouldn't do drugs. you're just exacerbating your physiological response and you're adding psychological adverse effects to that. the only way anybody should do any drug is in a calm and accepting/open state of mind. if you feel like you don't want to do it, then you should not do it. also, unless you have a pre-existing heart condition or unless you are especially sensitive to the substance you probably shouldn't worry. it is impossible to do so much cocaine as to die from that alone (unless you are injecting it). if you're a healthy adult and are snorting you're safe. benzos are used as an emergency measure against the elevated heart rate due to cocaine overdose by the way. but i wouldn't advise you to start mixing stimulants and depressants unless you really know what you're doing and have ample experience with drugs.
Well, i did end up being fine. I just hear the stories, a good friend just died a couple months ago @ 36, combo of alcohol, coke and god knows what else he was doing. I just didnt want to over do it, cuz my heart was pounding pretty frickin hard when he got me excited. I am healthy, but i dont normally do this. so yes, i guess i was anxious and paranoid.. thanks guys. I just needed reassurance. One more question, does xanax help to relax you when you're read to sleep? I hated laying down because my body was tired but my mind was a mile a minute, my husband offered me a xanax because I literally couldn't relax enough to pass out, but i said didnt want to because iv never taken it before. Its 1 mg. I know you said benzos (meridianwest) but i have no idea what that is. And (Karen J) it definitely can be addicting. It hits you quick, and lasts for quite awhile. Personally, i think its a matter of will-power. I noticed its really hard to say no when you're around it. Really not trying to be sound preachy, bcuz obviously by my questions show that I am inexperienced. My best friend of 10 years has quit 13 times, and everytime he gets offered a bump, he jumps on that shit and always does way too much and goes on a binge. Then he has to start all over again. FUCK THAT. Im good with once in awhile. Sorry its such a long post. Glad im talking to nonjudgmental people.
yes, Xanax will help you come off cocaine better. it will help you fall asleep and the comedown won't be as bad as it would be without it. i take Xanax after i've used cocaine myself.
Cocaine is THE most addictive drug when you use it IV. I've had experience with all and cocaine is the worst.
I had a step cousin who used to mainline coke. I think that's what killed the obnoxious little fuck. C/S, Rev J
I've not had cocaine for over 2 years now since I started working for the company I work for now who do zero tolerance random checks on employee's for "substance use". I absolutely utterly miss cocaine. Seriously the sex was just beyond amazing. Recently my company could lose a huge contract which might make me lose my job, but honestly, I'm dying for coke again. Good old days kind of thing. My boyfriend sometimes takes coke but I can't because of my employers guidelines. Lately he's often told me to quit my job as he knows I'm not happy with it, he's on good enough money if I can't find another well paid job.
I know but, it gives such am amazing feeling. The hard part is trying not to use it often. For the last few years I've been drinking wine and vodka-mixes as a sort substitute but, I miss the coke parties.
