Permanent Physical/psychological Health Problems From Hbwr Seeds?

Around a few days after I had a 2nd trip on LSA (HBWR seeds), I started getting the exact same symptoms I had when I was tripping. I had a full panic attack about my skin and that I had ergotism or high blood pressure. I was burping and dehydrated like on the seeds, having visuals (growing, moving, shrinking etc), my neck felt tighter and that night and a few nights before that I was hearing this beeping sound almost completely realistic. After that night I had derealization like I usually get if I smoke weed a few days in a row with a low tolerance and was still worried about my skin. Every single day since then I have been checking my skin constantly to see if I have any signs of necrosis. I think I found some marks that weren't present before though. Just yesterday night I also had a major flashback/panic attack, which made me freak out about my skin for HOURS. At this time I was washing my hands and arms with warm/hot water to improve blood circulation. I was at my nans house when this happened and I woke her up twice at 12 - 1am complaining that my neck felt stiff, which it still does and I don't think it's a placebo. She didn't help much and asked if I was being honest that I "haven't taken anything" and I was. When I went into her room, I heard voices in there and outside which was completely a/an hallucination. I decided to go to rest on the lounge. By this time I was physically tired, but not mentally. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and opened them again and saw a weird cat that appeared on the ground for about a second and quickly faded away. There were other thing in my peripheral vision, but I don't know what they were. It was like I was in sleep paralysis but without the slightly scary/vibrating feeling. I kept hearing my pop coming home and opening the front door even though he wasn't home and I thought he was in the study. I would also like to add, 2 days ago, I went to a friends party and felt so dissociated and felt like I was in a dream and that I won't wake up. I was lethargic and in that state, I thought to myself along the lines; 'am I in delirium? What if I black out and do something I wouldn't do like hurt someone? What if I forget that I did it?'. I had control of myself though I had these thought.

I honestly think I have a permanent high blood pressure and or long-lasting derealizaton and LSA-like symptoms. Maybe even an LSA-induced psychosis? I have no family history with psychotic-illnesses so I know this is temporary.

What do you all think I should do?

 

It sounds like you have very high levels of anxiety and a very active mind. Instead of viewing these as symptoms of a problem, consider that they are the problem. You need to reduce your anxiety.

 

You may want to try acupuncture or traditional chinese herbal medicine.

You could see a western doc, but I don't know if there is much they could do for you.

A meditation practice might help.

Hope that things can get better soon!

 

As Writer and newbie said and to add, a change in diet would help. Have a Chamomile tea before bed, Ginger and lemongrass for stomach/gas, have a sit outside for 5 min or so and just let the" interruptions" pass.

You will find they will go on soon enough, BUT if you dwell on the reactions, well sir you are setting yourself up for a bit of anxiety.

IMO, I don't think it is a residual reaction to the HBWS, as more just your body readjusting itself from everyday strain. You will find most people have these reactions, we just let it be and move on, fine in a minute or two

Good luck