In a way, sure. In a way, no. Gotta say it's more like absolute ARTIFICIAL (not true) pleasure and true pain.
I can't see the first post in this topic, but Skip said if you start posting everything will work out.
It plain sucks for me. Been struggling to stay clean for the past three years. I have been chipping for the last year and I am finally trying to quit. Didn't shoot anything for months, then I scored three weeks ago and used ONCE, and I am craving it like crazy. Strange thing is these bad cravings don't kick in until two or three weeks if quitting. Luckily I have no reliable connects right now and I am fighting it by smoking some herb and skateboarding instead. I wish I never did that first speedball because it wasn't worth it.
