fantasy/reality?

I really enjoy the fantasy of various levels of bisexuality at times and at times I have no interest at all. Sometimes I think a casual jo session would be cool then other times I'd like a full on blow job/take it in the butt kind of experience. I find it very hot to fantasize about and watch bi/gay porn. The problem is I wonder if this is more fun as a fantasy or would I really enjoy the experience. I have no doubt about my sexuality...I'm straight with a bisexual side.

 

I can relate, but I don't actually like gay porn much, I've taken a look but I mainly prefer straight porn. There's this erotic hypnosis site (search for it) that says that you like watching straight porn, but part of that is for the cock. They put together a video montage that kind of proved it to me. Anyways I've gotten kinky as I've gotten older, and I fantasize about trying sex with a man sometimes and get myself very hard. I chatted with one guy until I ended up jacking off all over my desktop and sending him pics! But sometimes I think gay sex would just be gross. Definitely a mood swing thing for me.

 

I know the feeling. Sometimes I want nothing to do with it, sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have a cock in my mouth while somebody else is having his way with my ass. Sometimes good quality gay porn is really hot, sometimes I'm not in the mood. I guess it all has to do with people are real and don't follow rules all the time in every instance.

 

I Know what you guys are feeling. I'm always fantasizing about gay sex. I would love to try it. The thought of a cock in my mouth or my ass is such a turn on, and then other times I think there's no way I could do it.

I really think I'm going to though, sooner rather than later. I've been to a couple of local cruising areas, but had no luck. I am pretty desperate for some cock.

 

Mattygroves, if you have Craigslist or some other service I think you will have good luck somewhat screening a partner to try this stuff out with. It works for a lot of people. Good luck!

 

Suggest for the first time, your Craig's List subject line reads, "Looking for Mr. Pencil Dick."
Just saying....

 

Ok, I have to admit I don't get the "Mr. Pencil Dick" reference! Pardon my ignorance!

 

Mr. P..... Dick,,, = Has a thin dick. First time, get it now?
Please don't take it as ignorance, you just didn't know.

 

I have been looking at Craig's List, if nothing else it's worth doing for the photo's of cocks.

There are a couple of local guys who are very tempting, just hope that they are not weirdo's or something. I've got 2 weeks off work now, determined to have had gay sex before I go back.

 

I thought about a Bi experience a lot from puberty to my thirties when I did try it. Oral and anal, never inclined to kissing/hugging. It was a great experience, and we would meet a couple of times a month for about a year. I am an older guy now, and I am glad I took the plunge. I would not have wanted to spend all my life thinking and wondering about it. At the time I thought that the worst that could happen would be that it would be the opposite of the fantasy, but that I could stop any time I wanted and just walk away. Obviously glad that I did not. If it is a big fantasy, try it. Big upside, small downside. BTW, if you do try it, a Bi 69 is mind blowing.

 

I bet it is. That's probably my number 1 fantasy.

 

When I used to join in 69, we would take turn turns blowing each other just like we would like it performed on ourselves. It was pretty close to having someone else in my head knowing exactly how it felt and what to do next.

 

After reading this post, I couldn't contain it any longer. Made contact with one of the guys on Craig's List. Seems like a possibility. Hopefully will meet in the next day or 2. I'm feeling pretty excited.

 

Matty, That's great. Glad for you. Happy that you shared that with us.
"Nothing to fear but fear itself."

 

Good luck. Report back :2thumbsup:

 

My fantasy is to suck a nice cut cock. LOVE the look of a nice cut cock and I'd know I'd love to suck one silly. That's about as far as I would go though with a guy.

 

Thanks. I will

 

The guy seems keen, just sent me a picture of his cock. He's not Mr Pencil Dick.

Looking like Tuesday Morning.

 

"He's not Mr Pencil Dick .

Looking like Tuesday Morning.[/QUOTE]

Ohh! Seems like you might want to practice stretching your lips and jaws based on what you've reported.

Remember, Number One rule for beginners:
No teeth.

 

Matty - good on you, well done being brave. I hope you don't feel too nervous when the time comes. Just enjoy the full experience, even the fact you are getting nervous/excited, it's all healthy. Make sure you let him know about your 69 fantasy, I have a funny feeling he will indulge and just enjoy the hell out of the experience!