When I was nineteen years old I always fantasized about woman, still never made love with a woman before but I know the attraction is there and that it's no longer a phase. I always thought it was but it's not, I love woman and loved the touch and softness of it. I'm open to being oin a relationship but never found a woman I connect with yet. There's still hope though!
thats kinda the same with me. I let a guy on me twice and another wanted me to give him a bj or stroke him but I was your age r a little younger and don't remember well but being older and looking at porn I remember a little more and now want to know exactly what it feels like.
I guess what did it for me was the fact that when I was an adolescent I could get the head of my penis and a couple inches of my shaft in my mouth. So on many occasions instead of just masturbating I would suck myself to orgasm. Granted the first time that I felt my hard cock pulsating between my lips and then squirting that hot semen into my mouth was shocking and surprisingly exhilarating and immensely satisfying. So I did it until I lost my youthful flexibility. These days when I masturbate I always desire to slip my cock into my mouth, but being the fact that this is impossible these days I started becoming curious as to how it would feel having an erect penis cumming in my mouth as I reached orgasm. I guess if I was going to suck a cock it would have to be a "69" situation.
Hiya, my first sexual experience was with a lad i went to school with, we where same age, but very young. We drifted apart and i had nothing but hetero fun from then on. I've had a few girlfriends and a wife and a lot of one nighters, pretty much without exception, none of them sucked like my auld mucka. I know it's a but of a cliché but it's really true. For years i never done a thing about my feelings, but recently i went to sauna and...... Had fun Basically for years i never acted on the pleasure i felt when my mate used to play with me.
I think from just being with so many women, and realizing that I`d been with all kinds, and that one was always alike another one from my past, and that there was no 'the one.' Then, after that, realizing that the women I was attracted to had masculine traits: physical strength, directness, initiative, and were bi. Thirdly, when I began working out and checking out dudes to compare my body to. Fourthly, when I picked up a tranny and had a major crisis. Not really! Finally, when a dude just picked me up at a party. lol! :biggrin: Edit: But, seriously, I loved the feeling of being picked up in a straightforward way. It was like a ton of bricks lifted off my shoulders. And, I don`t think women will make me feel that way too many times, if ever. Their bodies appeal to me, but our personalities don`t match. Unless they are positively tomboyish (but not butch!). But, of course, I don`t like macho men either. Nor do I like queens. I think whatever goes to either extreme of the gender spectrum turns me off.
When I was in my early teens I could suck my own cock. I remember how good it felt having my hard cock in my mouth and subsequently feeling it pulse and jerk as I shot my load. Lately, while perusing the web, I've seen some cocks that are very esthetically pleasing to me and began wondering what it would feel like to have those handsome, erect cocks between my lips and how their cum would taste as it flowed into my throat.
I understand that you're saying guys/girls are born gay or straight. But, I have doubts about a study showing that gays have a smaller sex drive than straights! It often looks like it's the opposite. Many gay guys I know were very horny very early and having sex with their friends, etc., while their straight friends were barely masturbating. Gays currently have a tendency to look for sex over anything else, unfortunately (I feel). That might be due to social factors, a "bigger" hypothalamus and sex-drive, or just a biased perception. In any case, I don't mean to argue or judge your post, I'm just saying that I'd look at other studies and research, etc., before believing the one that says gays have a smaller hypothalamus. Who knows what populations they used for the study or what their initial presuppositions were? And, who was paying for the study? That's always a telling factor. But thanks for posting it, I had never heardd that before!
I sympathise with your description of a women touch and softness but please allow me to tell you it fades away when you end up in bed. Sex movements are too fast for sweetness and softness to remain. Plus the connection problem is, as you said, a serious obstacle
I am a guy, and it was playboy magazine. It was 96, I was 13 years old. I had found the samantha fox issue, and her ass looked really good. I started to think about seeing what it felt like, so one day I tried it by putting my pinky in my ass. Then I worked my way up to bigger fingers then two fingers. Before I had my first real dick, I found my sister's old dildo. She was off in the Army, so I figured I'd use it some. I wore it out.
I was into guys before I was into girls. I cant remember a time when I wasn't curious about males. Even now I get much better orgasms fantasizing about men than women
I liked boys since I can remember as a small child in school I wanted to kiss boys and see their genitals, I never fancied women. Until very recently. I looked at gay porn because I liked boys it wasent the other way around.
I was 19 and i had just broken up with my gf and had a very close gay friend who was there for me. We had a connection before hand but never done anything. He asked if I wanted to fool around and I went for it. He gave me an incredible blow job and before long I was on the couch bent over taking his hard rod in the ass. It was such an incredible feeling, i knew I was bi. He's currently dating someone else now but we still talk
Walked into my history class and saw the teacher that's when I first knew and I was fine with it the teacher was hot and I wanted some sexual education
I still fantasize about girls all the time. There are still some things I would like to do to a woman that I am curious about...
Well I am bi I dont know how it happened, when I was 7 years old I fell in love with one boy, I still like him But i also like girls so i am bi