Fuck liars.

they WERE good people. that part of them is dead now.

and stop doing your neighbor's goddamn oxy! that's what, 2 days in a row now? while you're trying to get clean? *excessively loud sigh*

 

There is a reason that junkies are not to be trusted

They aren't motivated by the same things healthier people are, and they get desperate and do things they never would of had they not fallen into the trap and lost themselves

and also, QUIT DOING OPIATES, I don't understand how you expect to get better while doing heroin

 

quote=I'minmyunderwear;4506729]they WERE good people. that part of them is dead now.

and stop doing your neighbor's goddamn oxy! that's what, 2 days in a row now? while you're trying to get clean? *excessively loud sigh*[/quote]

heh. i hear you but his oxys are 4 mills now. weak as fuck. but when im mad and sick and im physical pain, one or two will just work for me. headache meds and stuff dont work.

he wont give me much anyways... cause he knows i have addiction issues...

but he can tell when i need relief of real pain.

and yeah they died. i just hope they get help eventually. id hate to see them die. they're going down a bad path now FAST.

 

That's fukt up about your "friends". A junkie is a junkie is a junkie, I guess. I do wanna hear the story later though.

 

And you plan on doing this by buying them junk and taking junk with them. Lucky, you need to take your head out of your ass.

What the fuck do you expect from people like this?

When I was kicking a serious coke habit a few years back, I threw my phone away, and wouldn't see anybody outside of work for 6 months. Hanging around with other addicts makes it extremely unlikely that you will quit.

 

I want to know the story. Please...

 

Geeshe hun. That really sucks.

I've been there. It's a really long story, and I don't want to trade War Stories. You're feeling betrayed, and you need a good shoulder to lean on right now.

I'm not going to say anything to beat you up, and you need to lax on you doing it to yourself.

You were taken advantage of, it's not your fault that you didn't see their bad side, we're only human!

Hang in there hun!! *virtual hugs*

 

i saw them do it to other people.

just to get dope.

but i thought they were a FRIEND of mine. a real friend. blah blah. I thought they would NOT go there with me.

I'm dumb I guess.

 

Agreed

 

thanks gar-bear. i know im frustrating. but i have seen the light.


sorry im dumb.

hugs!

 

I told you so.


Dammit... couldn't resist... I should go to bed now before I spoil the moment. HHB might be offline, but he's probably laughing in his sleep.

 

serious drug addicts would gladly rob the shit out of their own parents, let alone a "friend"

the ONLY thing that matters is getting and staying high; telling yourself they have any sort of morals beyond that is just playing into their game and giving them a perfect opening to fuck you over

 

yeah him and dill would love this thread. lmao.


seriously everyone thanks. i feel like i was bitch slapped tonight and everyone but me knew it would happen.

 

yeah im a fool cause i didnt know they werent real friends.


and they could have been or still could be... if they stopped doing dope.

but until then, i just feel like an idiot.

anyways you guys are ALL great.

everything everyone said in this thread. it makes me feel a bit better.

 

Your welcome. Don't worry happens to the best of us. I remember when I found out santa wasn't real. Shock hardly describes it.

 

haha me too. that was when i lost my innocence.


haha its funny but im for real.

 

I lost my innocence when I found the internet or when another thing I don't care to mention happened.

 

Its hard to stop when you've jumped into something without looking and all of a sudden you are physically and mentally sick and can only feel somewhat normal by doing more, not even getting high

It takes a long time for people to get over, if they ever can to begin with

 

you are smart.

so are all of you here.

why was i so dumb then?

i KNEW i was too trusting and caring but i didnt KNOW i was with them.

 

You weren't dumb in trusting them. They were in taking advantage of that. Trust is an easy thing to have. Learning who deserves it well that can be harder. I've done the same thing before.