Posted November 19 2007 - 09:47 AM
Since they got drunk they all passed out and they kept turning off the lights half asleep and hella drunk... I kept trying to wake them up and turn the lights on, but everytime I turned the lights on they would wake up half asleep and turn them back off. So I was sitting there in the dark, and then my peak hit me and I literally saw a guy across the room standing there crying. I started freaking out a bit and turned the lights on... but then one of them just turned the light back off and they wouldnt wake up... i started getting scared and then I started hearing time slow down and my vision went purple and I was spiriling down a tunnel and I kept hearing the crying noise... the noise from the crying got louder and louder and I started hearing more then one person crying, then I started crying and hardly even noticed it. I left the shed and walked into the living trying to be as quiet as possible because one of their parents were asleep.
this is when it went all bad... I sat in a chair in the pitch black and thought about my life and what I was doing. the trip started getting worse and worse and then I closed my eyes to try to relax but then I saw myself when I closed my eyes, my face was right infront of me, I had crosses as eyes and my face was charcoal black and was melting down. I got up and grabbed a knife and thought the only way out was death, i was sitting there staring at the knife for a good hour thinking whether or not I should do it. but I just couldnt. I tried to think about my life and that there were people who cared for me and wouldnt be good if I died, I walked back in the shed and layed on the leather couch and sat there... I kept seeing this yellow flower infront of me and it was crying and making a crying noise and I just sat there crying in the dark for another 2-3 hours and finally fell asleep.
lessons learned: dont shroom in the dark
dont shroom with drunk people that pass out and turn lights off
Posted November 19 2007 - 10:26 AM
Posted November 19 2007 - 11:45 AM
I kept hearing him cry the way he used to when he was
a new born.
It's good for you man, you did some inner expulsion.
Greatful to be alive? And be normal again? lol
God's hand is always extended you just have to be the
one who reaches out and takes it. -
Posted November 19 2007 - 11:55 AM
I felt like i had a bad trip, but it was more of an "inside joke" kind of trip i guess.
Posted November 23 2007 - 10:02 PM
we had to pick up something from a mates place, the guy who was driving has 3 pink neons in his dash board and music pumping i freaked out but none of this compares with the horrors of the next mourning,
it felt like the pain of 1000 hangovers and i only had like 3 coronas but my head was absolutely splitting, and i puked everywhere.
hmmmm i dont know if ill try it again but i really want to move onto acid.
Posted November 25 2007 - 10:15 PM