a year ago I was attracted by a girl who worked in a grocery store nearby and she was extremely nice and friendly that I could feel that it was her real personality, rather than being required by the shop. She always likes to talk a lot like you are her friend, on top of that, she has a good shape, and her voice is very sweet. I have been attracted by her for a long time but I am not joking, she always wore a surgical mask and I never saw her face until last week... When she was in a mask, I always thought that she was a beauty..... but at the end of the day.... I was very disappointed, what is left is a wired and unexplained feeling
Two facts: we all have preferences and a face does not define the whole person. I've never understood why people have to feel weird or apologetic for acting on their preferences. You're disappointed that she was't what you thought physically and the reality didn't meet your mental image of her. That's ok. I'm sure you didn't tell her that, so no harm no foul, you didn't ask her out and cancel. I'm sure women have looked at you and been disappointed that you weren't what they wanted, so what? It happens to everyone and for every guy that doesn't want to pursue her, there is a guy out there who does.
