What made you curious

I was an early bloomer sexually. I remember "playing doctor" with neighborhood girls by the time I was 6 yrs old. When I was about 11-12 yrs old, a friend of mine liked to flash his dick at me when I was underwater in the pool. One day he was telling me about a porno movie and magazines of his parents he found. When he noticed I was hard, he asked to see it. So I showed him. Then he asked to hold it ... so I let him. Then he asked if he could lick it ... so I let him ... which turned into sucking. I enjoyed feeling his hand on my hard cock; watching him lick and suck it. I couldn't wait for it to be my turn. After he sucked me a minute or so; I asked to suck his. His penis was much smaller than mine, and he didn't get hard ... so it wasn't very enjoyable ... BUT I knew it was something I wanted to try again with a hard cock.
Later I saw my first transsexual in the back of a porn magazine ... I was instantly mesmerized. It was pure attraction. I then started to realize that I liked cock. This led to a few more experiences with guys. Afterwards I realized ... I liked cock ... but that's it. I never gained any interest in any physical contact other than cock-play. Still attracted to transsexual girls though.

 

When I was younger I came to realize at age 19 that I was aroused by woman. There was something about woman that got to me, I wanted to kiss one, to touch one and to be close by them. As I got older I got a lot more curious, pretty soon I knew that I could actually see myself in a relationship with one but I've never had that happen to me as of yet cause I've always been way to shy to approach any woman. And men seem to find me way often than a woman does. Would I be with a woman; yes I would but I could never be with a woman and men both at once. It's one or the other for me, I'd be way too hurt to date two people at once and I don't think I'd put either one through that, that would be unfair to both of them. Two is company, three is a crowd.

 

I'm only young so I don't have a wife and kids but I always considered myself straight but me and a friend both discovered porn and masturbation at the same time so we would talk to each other about it, after a while we jerked off together, we only did it once and i just put it down to teenage experimentation but (and this sounds weird haha) I was watching porn going through a page and a thumbnail of this really hot blonde girl popped up, I liked the thumbnail so I clicked it, I didn't know it but the girl was Kimber James, if you don't know she's a transsexual pornstar, so about 2 minutes I find she has a dick and then I realized I kinda liked it, from there I just opened up my mind to who I really was and what I really was into, It took me about 2 years before I finally admitted I was bisexual and a bit longer to admit to myself I like transsexual porn

 

I have a friend who has a girlfriend with a perfect ass. While I fantasize about it constantly, my desire is to have another cock inside her with me. I want to feel the hard throbbing shaft against mine as we use her ass to pin our hard dicks together. I love the thought of being in that ass but getting pounded by cock until we shoot cum on each other. I think it would be amazing and exciting. Is that bizarre?

 

I've always lived by the tenet that there is no such thing as Gay or Straight - just varying levels of Bi - a scale on which I consider myself about 70% straight.

Basically I've never understood the term 'Curious' in the context of wanting a bit of Gay Sex now & then. It's just another term for Bi.

Personally I don't that anything 'made' me Bi - I was simply born that way. Even in my pre-pubescent years I found male genitals more interesting than those of the girls, as there was more to see.

In my Adolescence I used to participate in many Mutual Masturbation sessions (Circle Jerks) with my peers, but I don't see this as any bearing on sexuality, but more a rite of passage.

As the years went by, I was always driven to Straight Sex, although I would often fantasise about other Men & having sex with them. This is the only stage at which I can understand the term 'Curious', when wondering what it must be like, whether your want to do it or not.

I know I'd heard many times that it was perfectly normal to fantasise about such things & that to do so didn't make you Gay, but eventually, by the time I reached my mid 40s, I decided to go for it & find out once & for all if my fantasies were really reflective of my inner desires, so I set up a non-subscribing account of AdultFriendFinder & before long I was contacted by a businessman who was staying in a local hotel. I was panicing somewhat but knew that I had to find out one way or the other & went through with it.

Admittedly, my first time wasn't the best experience, as he wasn't exactly the best partner to have & it hurt like hell. He had no finesse & rammed his penis deep into me, pounding away, just as you might see in a porn movie. However, even in that short while I found it mind blowing how I seemed to be in a constant state of orgasm every time he hit my prostate until I finally blew, ejaculating without even having an erection or anystimulation to the penis.

In later encounters I learned that technique is all & that the violent methods practiced in the porn videos is nothing to do with reality. Even to stereotype 'Doggy' position, synonymous with Gay Sex is not the best position - the good old 'Missionary' position, with your legs hooked over your partners shoulders is. It makes for much easier access & penetration.

Just as with the time I lost my Straight Virginity, getting to experience subsequent encounters became easier, and I have had the privilege of taking quite a few Guys' Gay Virginities who have been in that same position as I was in being curious to know what it would be like. However, although I advise the Virgins to masturbate a few hours beforehand to prevent them cumming too soon, it's very seldom they take any notice, feeling certain that they couldn't get that turned on by anything other than all out Straight Sex. In such cases they tend to cum during the Mutual Masturbation part of the foreplay, before even moving on to Oral. Anyone who's thinking of trying Gay Sex for the first time, bear this in mind.

Furthermore, think of the logic of the situation. Who is more likely to know the most sensitive & satisfying methods to stimulate the pleasure zones? Someone of the opposite sex, who can only imagine what it must be like, or someone of the same sex who already knows what's best for themselves.

 

I wasn't in a situation where I thought I was straight and later found out I was also interested in guys. In fact, I knew I was attracted to guys before I even knew that I also was attracted to girls. And people typically find out their orientation when the hormones kick in in adolescence just as I did, but some people figure it out sooner and others don't figure it out until much later. I am glad to have learned early on since it took me so long to get comfortable enough to try having a same sex relationship. Some people have mid-life crises and leave their spouse for a same sex relationship, so I am glad that scenario never happened to me. I wouldn't want to marry a woman without also knowing I was attracted to guys. And I have an oral fixation, so I probably would only be able to marry a woman if she was permissive enough to let me suck another guy.

 

Not sure if I was ever curious. In the service there would be 4 or 5 watching porn and jerkin never touched another or realy stared just watched the porn. Then when home would go to video porn arcade guys always standing around I would just go in booth and watch porn jerk and go, guys would always try to open the door no locks. The one time was jerkin and real horned up and let a guy come in. He dropped to his knees and proceeded to give the wost BJ I ever hade. I stood him up dropped his drawers and gave him the best BJ ever, felt so good to enjoy his tool. He finished quickly. He help stork me to finish then we left. I denied that experience for over a year. Then a situation happened that confirmed for me that I was a bi-sexual male.

 

Curious for me is about having sex with men at my time of life (and that would only be mutual wanking or oral if a rapport developed); I did it as a boy - with other boys and with one man. Now that I am a widower It feels that I would like to start again.

 

I have to say that I am attracted to a cut, smooth cock, especially if I see it first quite soft. Wanking it to a full erection and then giving oral might be something I would contemplate with the right guy.

 

Even as a young boy I always had a fascination with penis. My favorite section of department stores was the underwear areas. I loved seeing the women models on the packaging but also loved seeing the bulge of the male models. Gradually as I got older, this fascination became more sexual in nature. Even before I knew what anal sex was, I was getting urges to stick stuff up my butt and give blowjobs. Then when I found out this was how gay and bisexual men have sex, everything kind of clicked. It was a confusing time for sure.

 

It was porn for sure. Kept seeing the girls faces getting it up the ass made me wonder how it felt.

 

I've always been attracted to women. Women are BEAUTIFUL!!!! But, I always felt a thrill when mom would insert the rectal thermometer in me. Or insert medication in the form of a suppository. I remember at a very young age, being in primary school and looking through the shared crayons for small ones that were worn out. Short and very rounded, no sharp edges. I'd pilfer them and go to the restroom and slip them up my ass. If felt good having something in my ass.

Sometimes mom would fill a small bulbs syringe with warm water or mineral oil to help relieve constipation. I always enjoyed having that slipped up my ass and having a deposit left in there. Mom had one of the old style douche bottles that was reusable. The nozzle was huge compared to the little bulb syringe but one day I got up the courage to put a dab of vaseline on the tip of it and insert it in my ass. It was absolutely enormous in my mind, and very erotic. I was fascinated with women's feminine hygiene products. Women had items they could put in themselves and carry on their daily business. I was intrigued by this. I had an older female cousin that I mowed their yard. One day after mowing, no one was home. I was given free reign of the house to fix a snack and cool off. So I slipped back into Cheryl's private bathroom and instinctively knew to look under the sink. Mind you, my mom had a hysterectomy when I was very young so tampons weren't something I had access to at home. I found my cousin's tampon box and picked one of the biggest ones. I had done my research, I knew there were different sizes. I sat on her toilet and inserted that tampon in my ass, got rid of all the evidence. I wore that tampon for several hours. It was very much a distraction but I loved the feel of it riding in my ass.

After that I started making my own dildos. This was the early 80s in a small town in the south, sex toys weren't very big on the scene there at that time. I would take my dumbbell bar and wrap a wash cloth around it. It made it still yet gave it some yield. Then I'd fashion a head to my penis out of a paper towel rolled up kind of like a mushroom top. A little masking tape to hold things together, and slide two condoms down over it to smooth the sharp edges of the masking tape. These early dildos had no bend to them and were very crude. And sometimes I'd bleed a little afterwards. But they were great for putting at the base of a wall and backing up to. I didn't really get the whole "fucking" thing. I would slather my creations heavy with vaseline (worse anal lube EVER) and drive pleasure from penetration. And these things were pretty big for a young teen. I loved the stretch and the feeling of it going deep.

Then I got old enough to really discover girls. I put my anal play on hold for a few years and concentrated on just trying to get my cock into young women. In extremely dry periods where I couldn't get female action I'd resort to coming up with nice size objects in put up my ass. I even bought a box of tampons in college and would wear them all day, usually with a hard on the whole time.

I'm married now and the kids are grown. The wife has a LOT of nice sex toys I've bought her over the years. They've all been in my ass on a regular basis. A couple years back I placed an ad on craigslist and met a man. I'm not attracted to men. I could never kiss one. But I love the sight and feel of a cock. I've fucked a few CL men since I made the plunge and went full fledged bisexual. I love the feeling of a man up behind me. Warm and hard cock in my ass. He passionately pounding trying to find pleasure. And the release, the cum running out of me when he's finished with me, is what I've looked for all these years.

But women are still my favorite partner to have in the bedroom

 

I never started out as curious. I was quite young when I had my 1st same sex experience and loved it. I sort of knew from then on that I was open and wanting to have that again.

 

Only good budz make me curious )

 

So very true!!! And it was so much fun finding out what made their face look that way, wasn't it? Lol. (Damn, now I'm horny).

 

In my late 30's I became interested in self suck and later, self anal.
Not really sure why, perhaps boredom with other types of masturbation and hetero sex.
Never had too much success with either self suck or self anal - I'm just not long and flexible enough.

At some point I started watching gay, lesbian and bi porn and found I enjoyed it for the most part.
Later I started fantasizing about gay sex while masturbating.
I told myself it was just for fun and I would never actually go through with it.
But the thought of "what if perhaps someday I actually really do go through with it" was thrilling and oh so dirty.

Eventually the curiosity and desire to try gay sex got so strong, I posted a profile on a gay hook-up site (hooray for the Internet!).
After chickening out a few times, I finally went through with it and had (and enjoyed) oral sex with a guy,
Since then I've had sex with 4 guys, mainly oral and rimming, but also anal (as bottom) twice.
Although not as "perfect" as my fantasies, I enjoyed all of it, although I was typically somewhat nervous as it was all new to me.
Unfortunately the encounters have been too few and far between.

I'd like to meet someone nearby for regular hook-ups, so I can get more comfortable and relaxed.
My fantasy is that person will "take charge" and show me the ropes so to speak,
including lots of anal in different positions, and perhaps even trying an MMM or MMF threesome and/or making videos.
Not sure it will ever happen, but I enjoy daydreaming about it.

 

...I bought a load of junk @ a garage sale...there was a TV magazine in the junk...when I went to throw it away I got to looking at the pictures...I also found a pair of panties... by the end of the weekend I was wearing the panties & studying the pictures in the TV mag more closely...

 

I've always been a submissive guy so it seemed natural. wish my wife was a tranny.

 

I think my curiosity (never acted upon) comes from a young age and from going to nude beaches and one or two spas as I got older. I have seen some cocks that I have thought are beautiful, and a few erections. I am old enough to have gone to school when after sport, boys were expected to shower. Once or twice boys would have erections.

 

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