Do You Ever Think Of Commiting Suicide?

oddly i fail to see the point of it.
to each their own, leaves more room for me.
as long as i don't have to clean up their mess.

i really don't need to have people care about me, as long as i can go around and play with things.

 

why don't you get off the computer for a while

 

Every time I think about this, I think, ill miss out on things if I do it. That and plus, I couldn't leave my partner with that burden. We'll suicide together. Holding hands. but not alone, that's just too depressing.

Now my original reply to this was to kill other motherfuckers other than ourselves. and I still agree.

 

I don't speak of it much, but one night when I was 25 I put a .357 to my head, but I couldn't go through with it. So glad I didn't now.
My co-workers had me so depressed about a girl I used to date. Things got stupid between us and I worked with her friends. They made me want to die. People can be so damn cruel.

 

Sorry to hear that. The problem with having a gf who has lots of friends that you also know is that while you're together, they pretend to be your friends, and when you break up, they become your real enemies.

People ought to have a little more maturity than to behave like that, but all too often they don't.

 

sometimes i think about living a long life

 

Sometimes I think this too... Then I remember how much pain I'm in now and say "Fuck That!"

 

does refusing to get medical help count as suicide?

 

I smoke cigarettes...just a slow form of suicide. Other than that, no, I don't ever consider it.

 

Only if you are doing it for the purpose of dying.

 

Yeah... Both of these.



(Of course in the US, not getting medical care could also be because it's too fucking expensive... But that's a topic for another thread)

 

Every time I eat fast-food I ask myself this, but I later conclude that the reason I do it is actually because I want to live.

 

no. but i think about snatching someone else's body to take over when this one wears out.

 

I want to learn how to do that. Apparently some people believe they can and I believe while I sleep my conscious/soul/my shadow is actually quite vibrantly awake and can in fact, dwell in the body of another and offer me every experience and emotion they have while I dream in my own sub conscious.

 

my uni friend committed a suicide. I remember what he looked like when I attended a funeral.

no, would never do that.

 

Just sounds like a brain transplant.
No question that is possible. When will it become reality is another story.

 

"It is thoughts of suicide that get us through a very bad night." - Nietzsche

 

I'm a loser and my life sucks but I think it might be kind of fun to get old. I know no one else wants to be old but for some reason thinking about it doesn't bother me.

 

Sorry to hear this LittleBee. The death of a friend is always traumatic, but it's especially hard to lose someone to suicide.

 

I'd just like to mention that for folks in the US and Canada, calling 211 or visiting www.211.org is a great resource. They can help with healthcare, housing, food, employment, and a bunch of different social services.