A part of me...

Discussion in 'True Love' started by Lost Innocense, Jul 28, 2012.

  1. Lost Innocense

    Lost Innocense Guest

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    Met someone several years ago online...I think we told each other more things about each than anyone would ever know..we lost contact about three or four years ago after some hasty words were said..there's not enough words to express everything we went thru over the years but in the end we always got back in touch..I've tried over the past few years to move on with my life to no avail..he's still there in my heart, he was always my best friend and I feel like a part of me is missing and it's really gotten to me lately, not talking to him and wondering how he is..I use to be on here a while back all the time, I made a new account because I wanted to make a fresh start and let go of the past as it was..I miss him and hope he's doing well..can't understand why i would be in this persons life for all these years on and off and we both end up searching for each other after years of not speaking and how someone has so much of a hold on me that I can't let him go no matter how hard I try..
     
  2. I'minmyunderwear

    I'minmyunderwear Newbie

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    so why won't you get in touch with him?
     
  3. Lost Innocense

    Lost Innocense Guest

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    Well, good question, I could call him but I guess I'm scared..
     
  4. I'minmyunderwear

    I'minmyunderwear Newbie

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    scared of?

    is it scarier than living your whole life wondering what could have been?
     
  5. foresting

    foresting Member

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    call him definitely! don't live in regret and disappointment in yourself that you didn't, or that you were too late
     
  6. jimmyjoe1

    jimmyjoe1 toker Lifetime Supporter

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    sounds kinda strange but its your feelings. as was said get in touch with him first..
    best of luck..
     
  7. LoveBuzz

    LoveBuzz Member

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    I would get in touch with him, if your feelings are that strong hun
     
  8. Lost Innocense

    Lost Innocense Guest

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    Thanks everyone...like I said its hard to explain our relationship..we always agreed it was a weird one lol..I'm a positive person so whatever happens..happens and I'm sure it will be ok..just was sad and miss him but y'all helped a lot...I always loved this place!
     
  9. foresting

    foresting Member

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    Love and light, I'm sure it will all work out <3
     
  10. iriegnome

    iriegnome Member

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    I normally am all good for going for it. A simple call can either make your day or put a final end to it. Maybe he has moved on. I would encourage you to call, but not expect much. If it works out, you should know what you want to do with it. If it doesn't work out, you should be prepared to close that up and move on. Look towards the future. I am not a person who beleives in that "1" person for everyone. There are millions of people in this world and there are more than one that you can love
     
  11. enhancer13

    enhancer13 Senior Member

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    You said you meet online! Just curious did you actually ever meet in person?
     
  12. DharmaBum

    DharmaBum Old Guard

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    Heather? If that's you, contact me.
     

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