I just moved to South Carolina, and so far it's pretty terrible, I don't know anybody and I have a hard time making friends and I'm pretty depressed. On top of that I haven't smoked weed for a while since I'm living with my folks it pretty much sucks :/
I'm moving back to PA that's why I said I'm in a new state for a "WHILE" I'm going back for college and all of my friends and most of my family lives up there and I'm stuck down here...
If it's just a while go out and have some fun. Make the best of the situation, meet some slors, go to parties, make an ass of yourself, get in a fight, ride a bike, see a movie, jack off, listen to music, set a forest on fire, write a book, think of riding a bike while driving a car while reading a book that is about cats while petting a tiger in your lap. Just do something, and enjoy it man. All the people in SC will never see you again, or most likely never remember. Just live it.
I wish I could go to some parties I still don't know anybody down here though, and i'm living with my parents right now and they're pretty strict on the whole anti-drug thing. I haven't been outside much in weeks I'm just so depressed and bored I can't handle it all I do is watch tv all day long eat and sleep I live in a couldesack with mostly older people and little kids I haven't really seen too many people my age and also transportation is an issue as well. It just feels like every single day feels like an eternity now I know what Einstein meant when he said time is relative.
Time truly is relative, really really really is. But just get out and ride a bike or something. Just chit chat with some kids around your age at the park. Pretend you are into some sports or hobbies and get out to some places. You must make the best of your situations.
Haha well I'm 19 going on 20 so kids my age don't really hang out at the park...to be quite honest right now all I feel like doing is drinking and doing drugs, like I used to smoke weed everyday, now life just seems really boring if I'm not smoking weed.
"Haha well I'm 19 going on 20 so kids my age don't really hang out at the park...to be quite honest right now all I feel like doing is drinking and doing drugs, like I used to smoke weed everyday, now life just seems really boring if I'm not smoking weed." Hey man, I just turned 21 and I hear what you're saying about just wanting to get fucked up. But honestly, there is more to life. You need to set some goals for yourself and go after them. They don't have to be much, just something to keep your mind on, and focus some energy on. Smoking and drinking isn't a bad thing here and there. Moderate it, and get into something positive. Life isn't just an excuse for you to make up bullshit pity scenarios for yourself and then escape with drugs. And dude, if you want to, you can find people to chat with around your age. I understand they're probably not just hanging out at the park, but they are around. Just get out and associate with some people (HOPEFULLY POSITIVE INFLUENCES). And I am not trying to go all anti-drug on you, but your posts have shown me that you are in a slump it seems, and just think drugs will somehow bring you out of it.
I understand I should moderate my getting high but I never get to get high at all...and I probably won't until I move out of my parents house. I've had so many chances and if I get caught getting high again they will kick me out of the house...
