Flipping through in my own head All that was is now quite dead Spinning yarns and spinning hope The spinster needs no man to grope Can I,may I take this chance A life lived full without romance Never needing their approval Instinct lusting chip removal Finding each day full and merry Wish I never gave my cherry To a gruff and worthless bloke Too late now,it's turned a joke Laughing at this sexual curse Can stop it all before much worse My escapades have become Something daft and feeling numb I turn my head from all the games Endless nights,forgotten names Pity please the hopless ones All their lives spent on the run Chasing reflections never caught Broken hearts,tears hard fought All of this is not my style I tried that costume for awhile I'm tired of going against my will In my cards is not this ill And sickly game of cat and mouse But what is left if not a spouse? Become an upstanding member Of a group in smoldering embers It may not be the popular choice But in it I can find my voice No longer will I wail and brood Learn to love my solitude Once I find out how it's done I'll be a happy force of one